.: Facade :.

Raya wif closed OMSians

2008-10-13T20:21:00.000+08:00

2008-08-07T17:45:00.001+08:00

PEEPS!!! I'VE MOVED BLOG! SO MESSAGE ME FOR A NEW ONE! TOODLES!

2008-08-06T15:28:00.002+08:00

Tanpa keberanian, mimpi tidak ke mana................................

There will be some exciting shenanigans going on today,
But you need to think twice before getting involved in any of them,
As fun as they might seem from your outsider perspective.
It's a good time to initiate projects,
But only the kind that are safe and on the up and up.
Go slowly --
Don't get caught up in the moment and lose your head.
If there is a golden opportunity in the midst of all of this,
It isn't going anywhere soon.
There is no need to rush into anything.

2008-08-06T00:40:00.004+08:00

cute song!

kau gadisku yang cantik
coba lihat aku disini
disini ada aku yang cinta padamu

kau gadisku yang manis
coba lihat aku disini
disini ada aku yang sayang padamu

walau kutahu bahwa dirimu
sudah ada yang punya
namun kan kutunggu sampai kau mau

jangan jangan kau menolak cintaku
jangan jangan kau ragukan hatiku
ku kan selalu setia menunggu
untuk jadi pacarmu

jangan jangan kau tak kenal cintaku
jangan jangan kau hiraukan pacarmu
putuskanlah saja pacarmu
lalu bilang i love you padaku

There will be some exciting shenanigans going on today,
But you need to think twice before getting involved in any of them,
As fun as they might seem from your outsider perspective.
It's a good time to initiate projects,
But only the kind that are safe and on the up and up.
Go slowly --
don't get caught up in the moment and lose your head.
If there is a golden opportunity in the midst of all of this,
It isn't going anywhere soon.
There is no need to rush into anything.

2008-08-05T01:13:00.002+08:00

Kehadiran membawa seribu erti
Terasa bagaikan suatu mimpi
Indah mahligai yang kita bina
Impian kini terlaksana sudah

Tiada ku terlintas akan terjadi
Kita kan terpisah jua akhirnya
Sejenak ku terfikir segala
Oh keindahan bersamamu

Kembalilah kasih kepada diriku
Hidupku sepi tanpa kehadiranmu
Dengar rayuanku jeritan batinku
Masih dahagakan kemesraanmu
Hanya kau yang ku cinta tiada kedua
Usah biar ku menderita

Setelah kau pergi tiada kembali
Pilunya tak dapat ku menggambarkan
Abadi kasihku yang amat suci
Biarku yang dalam kegelapan

Dengarlah dendangan laguku untukmu
Suara hati lambang suci murni
Berat saatku dilamun rindu
Setelah lama dikau pergi oh...
Kasihku... oh...

2008-08-04T16:41:00.003+08:00

Kau membuat, ku berantakan.
Kau membuat, ku tak karuan.
Kau membuat, ku tak berdaya.
Kau menolak ku, acuhkan diri ku.

Bagaimana, caranya untuk,
Meruntuhkan, kerasnya hati mu.
Ku sadari, ku tak sempurna,
Ku tak seperti, yang kau inginkan.

Kau hancurkan aku dengan sikap mu,
Tak sadarkah kau telah menyakiti ku.
Lelah hati ini meyakinkan mu,
Cinta ini, membunuh ku.

Just coming out of a group conflict?
It took a lot of guts to do what you did,
and now you have learned how to approach this problem when it pops up again --
because rest assured,
it will.
The best way to solve problems is by first seeing them from other people's point of view.
This kind of insight will enable you to use your charm to get what you want,
which should help you achieve a much better balance between being opinionated and being a team player.

OKAY PEEPS OFF TO WORK!
LET'S GET CRANK!
WOOHOOO!!!

After 080808, if nothing happens.
I will walk away,
Will go as far as I can.
& assured i will not come back.
& I will not forgive anything which had happened.
It seems that you don't bother, why should I?
It's not my fault.
I've been putting my guard down just for everything.
what about you?
like I've said.
It's a mistake.
& now I'm really keeping my word.

2008-08-03T23:06:00.002+08:00

Summarising today & yesterday event:

The match just ends with a score of 2-2.
Which means it's a tie!
HATE IT!
The sun were were sizzling hot.
Making all players thirst and dry.

JB session yesterday were great.
Thanks to that someone accompanying me there.
Not to forget the rest too.
I think all 5 of us had fun right?
Cheap thrill!! HAHA!!
Had a very big seafood dinner.
Then top-up petrol and rushed to Tuas to go home.
Woodlands jam were horrible.
Fetch Dilah then went to Vivo to catch a late night movie.
It's a stupid funny show.
Headed to Simpang for Supper.

Snap all you want. I think I made a mistake.

Your routine is about to be tossed on its ear by a new person.
Suddenly you either desperately want to impress the heck out of them,
or shadow them everywhere they go to find out what their secret is.
They are so different from you that you find them more fascinating than the latest celebrity gossip,
political news or anything else.
Finding out what makes them tick will be one of those challenges that inspire you to get creative and clever.
This person is good for you --
in one way or another.

2008-08-02T15:17:00.002+08:00

Okay! GUYS! tomorrow not to forget our soccer match!
2PM SHARP! DON'T BE LATE!!!
Off to JB

Today you should put 'good conversation' at the top of your priority list!
But in order to make it happen,
you have to be ready to take things to a deeper level than you usually do --
with people you don't usually talk to.
Small talk is for small minds,
right now,
and since you certainly are not one of those,
why not prove it?
Instead of asking about someone's weekend,
ask them how they feel about,
say, international politics.
You might get an odd look,
but you'll also get great insight into another person.

2008-08-02T01:16:00.003+08:00

HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY TO THIS TWO MONKEYS OF MINE!!!
HAHAHAHAHA!!!

MR GHAZALI

MR SYAFIQ

Once again welcome to the 19th club guys.
19 years of age is nothing.
Look out for 21 okay? hahaha.
Till then, enjoy this 2nd of August.
Hope you guys will have fun+laughter+happy+everything yang sewaktu dengannya.
Till then take care! :D

2008-08-01T23:48:00.002+08:00

Senja kini berganti malam.
Menutup hari yang lelah.
Dimanakah engkau berada.
Aku tak tahu dimana.

Pernah kita lalui semua.
Jerit, tangis, canda, tawa.
Kini hanya untaian kata.
Hanya itulah yg aku punya.

Tidurlah selamat malam.
Lupakan sajalah aku.
Mimpilah dalam tidurmu.
Bersama bintang.

Sesungguhnya aku tak bisa.
Jalani waktu tanpamu.
Perpisahan bukanlah duka.
Meski harus menyisakan luka.

2008-08-01T14:00:00.002+08:00

Double O yesterday was a bomb.
I think you guys know what I mean right.
What do you expect? Thursday Night Fever peeps. :D
Paid the entry fee then went to chill @ 7-11 for some boost.
We bought more than what we needed actually.
Being joined by some of other friends and about 1am we headed in.
That's where the party start to begin.
The songs blast were great and the atmosphere was even better.
Dancefloor were packed with party go-ers.

Was enjoying myself till something broke out again.
I was fumed.
Why a nice day like this turn out bad.
Why we have to meet that person.
He even can't control himself.
Please dude. We went together.
You left me on dancefloor alone!
Even bought you drinks man!
Plus not only that!
You fucking show attitude by going home by cab.
What the hell was that!
People have their own fair share of problem! I know!
But need not to spoil the mood of party-ing mang!
This is the second time!

Went supper after that.
Fetch her to school.
Home.

2008-08-01T13:57:00.001+08:00

A former romantic partner might be reappearing on the scene soon,
And the feelings they stir up won't be the ones you were expecting to feel.
They've taken the initiative to get back into your life,
And there could be a very significant reason for it.
Aren't you curious to know what that is?
Give them some of your time,
But not all of your time.
Make it clear that you have boundaries that you have no intention of changing for them --
At least not yet.

2008-07-31T20:30:00.006+08:00

Go to this website,
Don't know if it's true.
No harm trying :

Astrological Compatibility Chart
http://www.mysticalblaze.com/AstrologyCompatibility.htm

Zaddy
Personality Profile - Aries
March 21 - April 20

Aries is a Cardinal Fire sign, ruled by Mars. As the first sign in the zodiac, and corresponding with the first day of spring, the Aries individual is a mover and shaker, fearlessly forging ahead or "springing forth" into new territory. Indeed, some very influential historical characters are found under this sign including Thomas Jefferson (April 13) and Leonardo Da Vinci (April 15). The raw power of the Aries/Taurus cusp personality gone bad is epitomized by none other than Adolph Hitler (April 20).

The Aries personality is always a force to be reckoned with. These are curious and energetic individuals, always delving into new areas, but often quickly becoming bored and moving on, leaving unfinished projects in their wake. Arians are forthcoming and direct. They don't generally have hidden agendas or ulterior motives. If they find an area in which they are interested for a long period, they can become quite accomplished, well-known, and wealthy.

For those with an Aries child, you have a child with confidence and the innate resources to deal with new ideas and situations. This child is likely quite opinionated and is often territorial about possessions. This kid will tell you like it is according to their own inner truths, and will not feel bad about it later. These are the free birds of childhood, and they feel that they have the right to explore new territories unhindered, both physical and mental. Getting a child like this to follow the rules may be a challenge, but if they understand that the rule is for safety or other logical reasons, they are likely to agree and comply. Even when young, all Arians are very competitive and cannot stand it if they do not come out on top. This "me first" attitude will be evident throughout life, and they often get what they want simply because of this unshakable attitude. The Arian child is very active, jumping into action whenever something interests him, but when asked to do uninteresting mundane tasks like cleaning their room they will resort to procrastination and even lies to get out of doing this unappealing job. The Aries child will have problems in school occasionally, but their competitive nature will usually pull them through. They want more than anything to be Number One!

Adult Arians in the workplace do well if they find jobs in which they can work on their own terms. Many Arians are self-employed for this reason, and many others are managers and foremen. An Arian can function well under other people, however, as long as he has some authority over someone else too. The Army structure with its many levels seems well-suited to Arians, and politics are a natural for this sign. Occupations that involve driving and the open road are appealing to Aries, as are outside sales type occupations. Arians are intellectual more than spiritual, so you won't find too many in prominent religious or holistic capacities. Arians will not be happy at the bottom of the heap unless they feel that they are in charge of something or someone. An Arian will do well in a job situation with a big picture, with supporting cast to do the finishing work.

If you have found a romantic partner in an Aries, be prepared to take second seat. Although you will not lead the parade, your partner will go to any length to make sure your needs and desires are well taken care of. This is a double-edged sword that anyone contemplating a relationship with Aries should be aware of. If you are one that is content to be taken care of, this is your perfect match. Your partner will make it his or her mission to keep you happy. However, if you are not content to follow, explosive arguments will erupt and an unwinnable power struggle will ensue, leaving you both drained and unhappy.

The best matches for Aries for sure are Leo and Sagittarius, but Taurus, Gemini, Aquarius, and Pisces may work for some too, depending on the individuals. Aries may find themselves drawn to their polar opposite, Libra, but this is probably not the best match for them.

Aries in any relationship is magnetic and intense, and others are drawn to these qualities. The Aries individual prefers a strong partner and strong friends, but only those who are capable of giving the impression that Aries is in the lead. Aries will be a loyal friend as long as the relationship keeps evolving and they feel that it is of benefit, but if they become bored or the relationship becomes stale, they will assuredly get out. One who is in any relationship with an Aries should know when to push and when to back off and give the Aries some space. Aries likes a challenge but pushing too hard will drive him off. A sure-fire strategy with an Aries in any relationship capacity is to verbalize often that you find them smart and worthwhile, and that they are number one with you! Remember, with Aries, the by-words are "me first!"

2008-07-31T16:12:00.002+08:00

MOS-ing yesterday.
Before that, we dropped-by a Cuban Pub.
I tell you I'M IN LOVE with all the songs they're playing.
The band of five people played entertained my ears by playing Jazzy-Cuban songs.
Tell you, when you're high, try listening to Jazz, Cuban classical, Indie, Instrumental.
It's a chilling sensation, trust me.
There's this Malay guy playing the Sax!
He's damn good!

Back to the MOS-ing session.
Well it has been awhile since I last stepped to that floor.
Get free entry for three people.
The other two we each come out with 10 bucks to pay for their entry.
Before that we drank a bottle of bourbon mixed with coke.
But yesterday I feel like drinking it neat.
So I had 6 to 7 glasses clean.
Think I was stress and tense out. :D
First went to Smoove, the crowd was okay.
PS: I hate to go to Smoove when I'm alone, sucks.
Prefer Arena where can enjoy to house+trance.
To me Hip-hop+R&B just making you feel so horny on dance floor.
All you wanna do is just to get low low low......... :P
Get bored of Smoove, went over to Arena, my favourite part of the day.
DANCE everyone DANCE......................... :D :D :D
Met a few old friends, like qilla, HAHA!
My secondary school old mate.
Some of my friends knows my friends, then know more friends.
Small world I tell you.
Towards the end of the party, met Nas in the club. HAHA!
Missed that bitch mang............. HAHA!

I hoped yesterday outing was an eye-opener.
I hoped yesterday you had learned something.
I hoped yesterday you realized what I've been advising is a fact now.
Treasure the one who loves you now.
Treasure the one who cares for you
Treasure the one who always there for you.
Treasure what you have now.

Perk up your energy today with good old-fashioned physical exercise!
And before you start worrying about how to fit in a marathon before lunch, relax.
Your feats don't have to be huge ones.
Just take a walk someplace you ordinarily would have driven to.
Take the stairs instead of the elevator.
Do some sit ups while you're watching television.
The idea is to get your body moving and your blood pumping,
Not to push yourself to your very limits.
Start small and see how you like it.

2008-07-30T16:08:00.003+08:00

You have made your decision and I've made mine.
Please just clear off my name & start telling them the truth about happened.
Yes you've just realized that you've destroyed me and my name.
Just realized?
Don't know what's in your mind.
Don't even understand what you're trying to do.
Stop pretending infront of them plus stop lying.
Just do that please.
I've respect your decision, and please respect mine.
As I know I did nothing, but things just came out of nowhere.
Thanks.
Till then, take are of yourself.

PS: Don't do this to anyone anymore.
Like I've said to you, they'll can't stand it.
Lucky I can =D
IMY!

2008-07-29T14:09:00.003+08:00

Puteri Gunung Ledang is a love story taking place in 15th century Malacca.

The story begins when Princess Gusti sails away from her war torn homeland in search of her love,
Admiral Hang Tuah, in Malacca.
There, she waits for him at Gunung Ledang.
But her brother,
Gusti Adipati,
has plans to marry her off to Pangeran Demak,
in the hopes that Demak would stop his attacks on their homeland of Majapahit.
Discovering that his sister had fled to Malacca,
Gusti Adipati follows suit, and offers her to the Sultan of Malacca,
Sultan Mahmud,
in the bid that the Sultan will protect them from the attacks of the Pangeran Demak.
The Sultan,
who already has a wife,
agrees to take on a second.
Princess Gusti,
upon receiving this news,
decides to return to their homeland and marry Demak,
for she cannot bear the thought of staying in Malacca without her true love.
Her wishes are not granted,
and preparations for her wedding to the Sultan are underway.
Hang Tuah,
upon receiving the news of the impending wedding carries on his loyal duties,
for his loyalty lies strongly with the Sultan and the State.
He leads a party up the challenging Gunung Ledang to ask Princess Gusti for her hand in marriage,
on behalf of the Sultan.
Hurt and angry,
Princess Gusti agrees to the marriage,
on the condition that the Sultan grants her seven wishes.
Adipati witnesses the exchange between Hang Tuah and his sister,
and attacks Hang Tuah.
The Admiral manages to beat him,
and becomes confused over his actions.
Hang Tuah promises to remain at Gunung Ledang forever because of this.
Meanwhile,
the Sultan is able to grant the Princess six wishes.
In the final wish,
the Sultan has to drive a keris into his own son's flesh to get a bowl of blood.
Before he is about to drive the keris,
Princess Gusti appears and rebukes him.
The Sultan,
hurt and angry,
casts a curse on the Princess to live at Gunung Ledang,
never to be seen by another human being again.
Hang Tuah,
upon learning of the curse,
rushes to Gunung Ledang to see his love for the last time.
Alas,
it was too late.
Their love story remains a great legend till this day.

I was watching this movie early in the morning just now,
At about 2 am.
To me it was the most nicest love story I've ever seen.
The language used were awesome, meaningful.
The ancient malay language were beautifully used.

A family member who has been under a lot of pressure needs some relief,
and you could be the one to give it to them.
If they live far away, ask them to come visit you for a while --
a change of scenery might be just the ticket to get them feeling perky again.
If they live in your neck of the woods,
then make a date with them.
Just the two of you.
It's time to reacquaint yourself with a person you've known for so long.
You don't know them nearly as well as you think you do.

2008-07-28T16:28:00.001+08:00

Getting into an argument is a choice --
and it's one you don't have to make if you don't want to.
So if someone pushes your buttons or annoys you or is just plain rude to you,
today, you can turn the other cheek if you really want to.
If you don't want to, then make sure your words are objective.
Do not hit below the belt, whatever you do.
Cheap shots demean you far more than they demean the person you're mad at.
Don't let them get the better of you.

2008-07-26T04:23:00.002+08:00

Read it from someone's blog :

How do you know how to let go the one you love.
Is it when you start thinking how would it be if you never get involved?
Is it when everyday you cry your tears?
Or maybe when the pain ia a constant fear.

But how can you let go of the memories you've made with the one person you thought would never fade.
Everytime your arms are entangled with his,
And everytime your lips shared a kiss.
From the starry night to the rising sun,
You knew for a fact that he was the one. without him,
Life would be entirely different and true love was really what it meant.
You would never learned to trust or forgive,
To love or lose, and to follow the way you live.

But now things have changed for the worst because all he does is yell and curse
Is that what you thought love was before?
An ongoing battle, a never-ending war.

But you stick around and hope for what used to be.
The pain is too much and you open eyes to see that its not worth your tears anymore.
So you ask yourself 'what am i waiting for?'

You hurt too much to be in love and you know you had enough.

So let go of the love you once had and move forward towards another path.
Eventhough letting go is a difficult thing to do!

When I read this beautiful written post.
First of all, you really know the depth of love in you.
I only can come out with one thing.
Is the party telling you the story true?
What about the other one?
Life is really complicated.
Do you know that you can destroy a person just by words?
To come to thing of it, someone can be so self-centered.
They're willing to do anything just to save their ass from something.
Stories told were changed from the real facts. The real truth.
It takes two hands to clap.
What if the party always make the other party feel disappointed?
Lies, ego, angst, temperamental, giving beautiful words to that person but which is untrue?
Making the other party friends trust in the party & the party can only say
I'm not worth for you?
You don't deserve me & i don't even deserve you?
You treat me well but i didn't realized it?
The word I love you means nothing when you say it everytime when you don't really mean it.
Realizing that you did something wrong on that day, but then things repeat itself the next day.
What do the other party feels?
Think & visualized.

It's true no one in this world wants to be hurt or get hurt.
Everyone wants to have a life in cloud nine.
Welcome to reality, this is life.
This is how it's gonna be.

Life is like a road.
You'll reach to one destination no matter what, which is death
But the route you took or gonna take is the is how your life gonna be.
You have to choose your route.
If you choose the wrong way, you're just taking a bumpy ride through it.
But if choose the right one, you're just enjoying your journey, strolling with breeze blowing your hair.
In life we have to choose & make decisions.
There are always the reasons for the decisions you choose.

2008-07-26T03:16:00.003+08:00

It's 3am haiz...............

Thanks for the days people.
You guys brighten up my day.
Rin you taught me alot & tell me alot of stuffs i didn't know.
We all make mistakes. yes i do know that.
Being blinded by unknown.........

It's amazing how things could change in a blink of an eye.
I understand why.
No, I don' t understand why.

As you grow older,
you look back to the past and then you'll realized,
everything will become memories.
You will often believe that things,
always happen for a reason.

You make as many memories as you want.
Do the crazy things that you could do,
swore to be the best of lovers and friends.
You could only wish and hope that you could still be the best of friends till you grow old but the memories will always stay.
They will always etched in your mind even if its bittersweet, like a tattoo. Even how much you want them to go away.

I know this is life,
that people come and go.
But when we chanced upon the people whom we don't talk to anymore,
you will always remember,
there was a point of time,
they were part of your life and maybe there was once,
they meant the world to you. You'll remember the things you did for them or with them.
You sacrificed just for that particular someone.

Somehow in someway,
you've got to move on and your whole life will just pass by.

Just so you know,
where ever or who ever you are right now, we may not be like before,
but I'll always remember that you were once there for me.
Thank you for everything.

Many stories spread and stick because we desperately want them to be true.
I cant sop thinking.
I don' t want to say it but i cant stop remembering.
I' m Sorry.
I still feel it when I know the past must go.
Funny how a thing that brings so much joy can give so much pain,
how something so wrong seem so right.
Damn, i'd love to forget you.

Mixing finances with friendships is seldom a good idea, and that goes double for today!
One of your most beloved people needs some money, but unfortunately they don't always know how to handle it responsibly.
If you loan them some out of kindness,
you'll probably be tense about when and how they will pay you back --
which will only create tension. Unless you are able to give it to them as a gift outright,
don't give them anything.
It's just not worth it.

Ku teringat, hati,
Yang bertabur, mimpi,
Kemana kau pergi, cinta
Perjalanan sunyi,
Yang kau tempuh sendiri,
Kuatkanlah hati, cinta

Ingatkan engkau kepada,
Embun pagi bersahaja,
Yang menemani mu,
Sebelum cahaya
Ingatkan engkau kepada,
Angin yang berhembus mesra,
Yang 'kan membelai mu, cinta

Kekuatan, hati,
Yang berpegang, janji,
Genggamlah tangan ku, cinta
Ku tak akan pergi,
Meninggalkan mu sendiri,
Temani hati mu cinta

Kan membelai mu, cinta

2008-07-24T18:43:00.001+08:00

It is a very good time for you to leap into the center of the action and grab your piece of the pie, today.
Nothing and no one can stop you, once you set your sights on something.
Remember that when you feel some competitors breathing down your neck.
Step up to the big personalities who usually intimidate you --
they are no match for you today.
Your ego has never been healthier, and you are ready for anything.
There is literally no stopping you!

2008-07-24T18:25:00.002+08:00

080808???

It's just a dream.

Words, words brought our first encounter,
The look into her glowing eyes,
The caress of our bodies together,
The kiss of her sweet lips to mine,
The first I love you,
The memories that will last to infinity,
Misspoken words took her away in a heated moment,
And the only feelings left are from the memories of our love,
And always remembering the words, the words not spoken.

These moments in time are yours,
These two moments are your to keep.
Treasure them,
For we must each go along our own paths,
You to your destiny,
I to mine.

The dreams I dream of you,
As I lay awake at night.
Tears flowing down your face,
Rivers flowing down mine,
As we think of our parting,
And reminisce our love.

But always remember,
That I am here, I am here,
I am here in your very beginning.
Our love cannot be forgotten
For I am here, I am here,
Hiding from you.

2008-07-23T23:32:00.001+08:00

The culture that you've been a part of hasn't been feeling like the right fit lately --
is it time to see how the other half lives?
Call up someone you know whose lifestyle is one you'd like to experience for a while.
See if they'd be willing to let you be their apprentice for a few days or weeks --
just long enough for you to see if this is a direction you'd like to move your life in.
The only thing stopping you from making a change in your life is you.

2008-07-23T17:26:00.002+08:00

ku akui ku sangat sangat menginginkanmu.
tapi kini ku sadar ku diantara kalian.
aku tak mengerti.
ini semua harus terjadi.

ku akui ku sangat sangat mengharapkanmu.
tapi kini ku sadar ku tak akan bisa.
aku tak mengerti.
ini semua harus terjadi.

lupakan aku kembali padanya.
aku bukan siapa-siapa untukmu.
kucintaimu tak berarti bahwa.
ku harus memilikimu slamanya.

aaaa aaa...

ku akui ku sangat sangat menginginkanmu.
tapi kini ku sadar ku diantara kalian.

aku tak mengerti.
ini semua harus terjadi...

2008-07-18T14:06:00.002+08:00

guys sorry.
didn't update much cause brother took laptop for work.
so gonna get mac of my own.

yeah this week had been such a pain in the ass + memories + sucks
that's the summarization of it.

just be there if you want to okay.
my aunties expects you to be there.

although we're two worlds apart.
my heart still stays with you.
hope you'll find someone better.
i know i can't be the one.

when you make the choice say it end today.
i have nothing to say but to respect it.
the things that we talk is getting no where.
the things you do is hurting but you don't even care.
talk nicely, end up in quarelling.
take care. i'll miss you.

Today you should be wary of people taking advantage of you.
If you give certain people an inch,
they will surely take a mile.
It's not that you shouldn't be friendly and generous like you usually are.
It's just that you have to keep an eye out for people who are asking for too much too soon.
Plan ahead of the needy people who might try to get on your good side --
have your boundaries set early,
so that when they cross them you can remind them to step back and give you space.

2008-07-14T12:44:00.001+08:00

3 songs i'm addicted to : GOSH!!!!

2008-07-14T12:41:00.002+08:00

A foreign person will have a very positive influence in your life today,
especially if they are a person from your past.
What they have to say is going to surprise you,
but you should give them the benefit of any doubt.
They are reaching out to you,
and it is a very good idea for you to reach right back.
Exploring a different culture will be fun when they are your guide,
and they are eager to show you things that are familiar to them --
take them up on any invitations they extend to you.

2008-07-10T09:28:00.001+08:00

It should be quite easy for you to make decisions today --
even the ones that are usually real head-scratchers for you.
Your emotions are running black and white,
which helps to simplify things quite a bit.
You'll see the right way and wrong way without much trouble.
The only problem could be with struggling friends.
You won't be able to see the nuances of what they're going through and might not have any patience for their dilemmas.
They won't get good advice from you.

2008-07-09T01:30:00.000+08:00

truth untold.

confused.

depressed.

smile.

cry.

unappreciated.

2008-07-09T00:52:00.001+08:00

This is a wonderful day to get stuff started!
If you've been delaying making travel plans,
calling up that cutie,
or getting you car fixed,
it's time to stop stalling and do what you need to do.
You've been thinking and pondering long enough.
Now it's time to act.
You can be confident that whatever is begun today will end in a huge success.
As for your concerns that you're not quite ready:
Well, you're never going to be completely prepared.
But you can make things up as you go along!

2008-07-06T23:56:00.001+08:00

Try to be as meticulous as you possibly can, today.
If you get lazy with the little details,
you will only be overwhelmed when they start to snowball out of control.
Take care of things right away.
And don't forget to make lists, lists, lists!
They are the key to keeping yourself sane.
Sweeping things under the rug is a big no-no!
This stuff will only come back later,
bigger and badder than ever before.
Nipping things in the bud is the best way to play it today.

2008-07-05T18:23:00.002+08:00

THE PAST

I think you guys remembered right. surely. hahahaha. something to laugh about peeps? =D

2008-07-05T18:04:00.002+08:00

Bored bored bored.
Today is Saturday and I have nothing to do.
Meeting them later, another session I guess =)
Frankly, can't hardly wait for the KL trip.

IT'S COMING SOON!!!

A getaway at last.
Need that badly.

Went to JB yesterday.

HIGHLIGHTS :

Someone bang behind me.
You know I know okay brother.
It's okay. Shits happened.
But I sayang my car okay!! HMPH!!

Dinner, Petrol, Ciggies, Car-wash, North-South Highway, 190kmph, Tuas.

2008-07-05T18:02:00.001+08:00

You are getting tighter with someone who really gets you all-hot-and-bothered,
which is wonderful and exciting.
But things might be going too fast --
today you should turn down the heat a little bit.
Resist the urge to spend every minute with them or to share too much about yourself.
It's more important than ever to retain your own individual identity.
Too many details could overwhelm them and create too much tension.
Don't worry --
cooling things off will only let this fun phase last longer.

2008-07-04T02:13:00.002+08:00

Captured from a friend of mine, when I read this beautiful written stuff, I feel like blogging.

he looks at her and sees beauty

she looks at him and sees stupidity
no one imagined that they would get together
but when they did
everyone thought they would stay forever
forever is to long, sooner or later it will fall apart
when it did she had a broken heart
she acted like nothing was happening
but deep inside she was dying
for a while she was fine
never to realize she was blind
that she is still in love
her mind started to push and shove
she hates him
but loves him
she starting to realize she wants to get back together
but this time last forever
she wonders if he still loves her
if he still wants her
if she is still the beauty he once saw
he said i love you and never let you go
but he lied just to get what he wants
he said that he would never lie to her
and guess what
she believed him
now shes crying
crying for him
but does he care
she knows the answer its NO
its starting to be to much for her to bare
and sadly he let her go
he hates her and she does not know why
and she loves him and it makes her cry
she talked to him all night
sometimes even till daylight
he looks at her she looks at him
she still sees love
but what does he see
does he see the dove
that they once thought of
in the hall she gives an evil glare
trying to hide that its really a stare
she really wishes she didn't love him
because then she could leave him
like he left her
but if it was meant to be
then he would be here with me

PS:
I actually know how you feel, when I read this,
It reminds me of you, it tells me how exactly you felt.
When I got your message just now, I feel sad cause I can't message.
The truth is with me, no one could understand it, even me.

I wish you all the best in life & many happy returns.
I still see you as a friend & no matter what I'll have a soft spot for you.
Sometimes not being with someone you love still can make you happy when they're happy.
It open my eyes & I'm sorry for being silly at times.
Our 4 years together had taught me a lot &
I don't regret anything that's happened because it only made us stronger individuals.
May you find happiness.
I'll miss you & your antics.
Take care

The difference about you & me is that I still write about you whereas you don't.
You might remember me deep in you, but in the eyes of others I disappeared.
You know what I really mean, & you know it well.
You know what I dislike & what I expect & what I'm hurt about till NOW.
There's no changes being made till last time & you expect me to do something & change?
There no existence of us to the world.
Since a year back till now.................

You might get annoyed, today, by someone who just can't get to the point!
They will be hemming and hawing, flattering and fawning, then cracking jokes.
Why? Because they are too afraid to spit it out!
It looks like if you want to get to the truth about what they think or what they want,
you need to come right out and ask them point blank.
They might be surprised by your boldness,
but they will probably be relieved that you are ready to hear what they have to say.

2008-07-03T01:06:00.004+08:00

Beep-beep,
Oh look now there goes my phone.
And once again I'm just hoping its a text from you.
It ain't right read your messages twice, thrice.
Four times a night its true.
Everyday I patiently wait.
Feeling like a fool but I do, Anyway.
Nothing can feel as sweet and as real.
Cause I know that I wasn't waiting in vain.

I'm always connected online.
Looked on my Facebook all the time.
Hoping you've checked my profile.
Just can't help wondering why.
You play it cool but,
I'm hopelessly falling for you,
Every night on the phone I'm.
In love with you,
And I know you like it girl.
All joking aside,
Let's see you and I
Come out and say what we're trying to hide..

Like I really want you,
I think I need you,
Baby I miss you,
I'm thinking of you.

And maybe its true.
I'm caught up on you.
Maybe there's a chance your stuck on me too.
So maybe I'm wrong.
It's all in my head.
Maybe we're afraid of words we both haven't said.

Maybe it's true.
I'm caught up on you.
Maybe I am wrong.
Baby I miss you.

2008-07-03T01:01:00.001+08:00

There are strong currents of compassion and nurturing in your life right now.
What is traditionally considered 'female' energy should be quite prominent in your day.
Listen to the voices around you with greater attention than usual --
they belong to people who have been listening and watching for so long that they have a better grasp than you do on what is going on.
Avoid aggressive energy, today.
It's too focused on competition,
and not focused enough on solutions.

2008-07-02T16:15:00.003+08:00

KL trip is coming up, should I or not go? hmmmmm......
Need to buck on in work, no more slacking! please!

'Hope you like the day yesterday, & appreciate the things that happened.'

A huge amount of positive energy will be circling all around you today,
which is sure to put you in a good frame of mind to deal with surprising news from a coworker.
You might not like what you hear,
but you'll be smart enough and grounded enough not to sound the alarm right away.
Respect the choices they are making,
and wait a while to see how things proceed before voicing your concerns.
You run the risk of coming off as someone who thinks they know better than everyone else.

2008-07-01T01:31:00.001+08:00

You know all the things I’ve said.
You know all the things that we have done.
And things I gave to you.
There’s no chance for me to say.
How precious you are in my life.
And you know that is true.

You’re the reason why I stay.
You’re the one who can not believe.
Our love will never end.
Is it only in my dream?
You’re the one who can not see this.
How could you be so blind.

To be with you is all that I need.
Cause with you my life seems brighter.
And these are all the things I wanna say.
And be with you to the end of time.
Why are you so far away.
You know it’s very hard for me to get my self close to you.

2008-07-01T01:17:00.001+08:00

When you have know light to guide you,
and no one to walk beside you,
I will come to you,
when the night is dark and stormy,
you won't have to search for me,
when you don't know how or why,
but you have lost you way,

have now fear when your dreams are falling.

I will hear your spirit calling,
and I swear I will be there,
see even if we can not be together now and forever,
and I swear that I will be there,
we all need somebody we can turn to,
someone who will always understand,
so even if your soul is dieing,
and you need the strength to keep trying,
I’ll reach out and take your hand,
for I will come to you.

2008-07-01T01:06:00.003+08:00

The bright and carefree attitude of a close friend has been darkening lately,
but you shouldn't let this change scare you off!
They need your feedback more than ever right now --
but they just don't know how to ask you for it.
Why not reach out to them?
A sweet email is the perfect way to let them know that you are there for them without making them feel embarrassed.
Remind them that you are available if and when they need you.
Even if they don't reply,
they will appreciate the gesture.

2008-06-30T17:17:00.005+08:00

I found out that this clip really turn my head upside down.
Cool sia!
And the idea was there.
The song too makes me go into a mood of love. hahahaha.

Alot of things had happened recently.
Alot of thoughts had been made.
I'm just in a state of depression, thinking of what to do, what's my next move.
Thinking about the future, about life, how will it affect me?
Will the decision i make, worsen the situation or make it better?
I have to think not only about myself.
Think how will it affect others.
I'm too stressed out.

I'm sorry guys.
We have gone through alot.
Been together for a long time too.
I'm just in a state of confusion.
I need some time to think.
Need someone to be there.........

Mukgkin

Biarkanlah saja diriku sendirian tanpamu
Biarkanlah saja diriku sepi tanpa kata
Bukan maksud untuk membisu
Sepi tanpa kata
Terpisahnya kita kerana mengejar impian
Mungkinkan bersama
Dua jiwa ini
Dalam mencari cinta sejati(nan suci)
Mungkinkah segala derita di jiwa
Akan terubat jua akhirnya
Biarkanlah saja diriku
Sendirian tanpamu
Terpisahnya kita kerana
Mengejar impian
Hanya satu pintaku
Sabarlah menanti
Ku kan pulang bersama cinta

If you are waiting for things to come together with that certain someone,
doing something unexpected and forward-thinking could speed things up!
Surprise the apple of your eye with a lunchtime picnic,
flirtatious text message or heartfelt email.
You might not realize it, but the ball is in your court.
And they are ready for you to sweep them off their feet.
If you are already in a relationship,
remind this person how much you value them in your life, today.
And make a date for later in the week.

2008-06-28T15:03:00.001+08:00

The best way to get what you want today is to speak up and ask for it!
And remember that using diplomacy can work wonders --
be forceful with tact, and people will understand what you want without feeling attacked or pressured.
Plus, you deserve this, and everyone around you knows it.
If you need help figuring out exactly when and where to unveil your list of demands, ask a friend who has already been through it.
They can help you avoid the pitfalls.

2008-06-27T15:04:00.002+08:00

Regret.
We sometimes makes decision without thinking.
Always to be exact.
Working life is hard though.
I always thought with money you can buy anything you want.
Well I'm totally wrong.
Being into adult stage is very tough.
How I wish I can turn back time & be in my school days.
getting what i want, need not to thinking about anything, just study.
Now I really envied my parents, after understanding the facts of life.
How hard you have to work to afford things.
Now I'm really struggling to pay all the liberties.
Everyday thinking how to deal & settle with it.
It really tires you. Seriously.

Updates :

Things change to my car :
-rims.
-exhaust.
-spring.

Rin & Haq are married :
-pictures will be found on their blogs & multiply.
-lovely couples. :D

Firdaus's car is out :
-change he's exhaust already.
-rims next okay brother? :D

2008-06-27T14:43:00.002+08:00

listening to this song makes me wonder about the past.
things i've gone through. things i've learnt.
it's more than song. more than love.
it's the experience you gain that you will not forget,
with friends, family, your loved ones.............

Malam kehadiran cinta sambut jiwa baru
Telah lama kutunggu hadirmu disini
Namun hanya ruang semu yang nampak padaku

Kerinduan yang mendalam terbitkan hasratku
Sambutlah tangan ini terima janjiku
Rasakan cinta yang tulus lewat aliran darahmu
Menyatu seiring dalam kasih

Kau auraku ..
Pancarkan sepercik harapan
Datanglah merasuk menjelma
Meleburkan cinta
Kubawa kau terbang menembus awan yang beriring
Kembangkan senyuman
Bagai bunga .. bawa keindahan

Tak dapat kusangkal adanya dirimu yang selalu menaungi
Pikiran batinku ingin miliki hatimu
Takkan pernah terlepaskan
Kupersembahkan semua padamu

one thing, van. welcome back dear.
PS: i hate you for not telling me you're arrived!!!!

2008-05-13T03:45:00.002+08:00

let me get the point.
when we're together, you don't even freaking write anything about our talks, our outings, our day.
you'll only write about us when we're in a bad shape.
so what's this all about.
when you asked me to play my part by keeping my promises, i did.
what about you?
do THEY even know about our existence?
our ways & compromisation?
or simple, your flirtatious life?
do they even know that you nearly cause our death in the car yesterday?
what have you lied & your mistakes?
the answer is obvious right? NO.

let it be.
i don't know what to say anymore.
all i know is that you've put me in a bad light more than thousands of times.
but the little devil inside of you, no one sees it.
cause you've been acting & brainwashing people around you.

it's best that you're gone.
away from me.
at least i don't need to think about how to call or sms you when someone don't even freaking understand that my work is from 9 am to freaking 11pm.
24-7 on the road, & expect me to call & sms her from time to time.
don't even care about how tired i may be to support everything.

"now you realise."

i don't. i don't know why the hell i'm there.
whereas is not my fault.
if you can stop me from being friends with someone who you think made me go wild?
why can't i stop you?
what's the different between them?

enough..........................................!

New Baby !!!

2008-05-03T11:21:00.003+08:00

My new baby & Za's advance birthday present!
D.O.B : 020508.

My first baby is turning a year soon.
Love this baby!!! =P
D.O.B : 130707

2008-04-23T19:03:00.001+08:00

You know all the things I’ve said
You know all the things that we have done
And things I gave to you
There’s a chance for me to say
How precious you are in my life
And you know that it’s true

To be with you is all that I need
Cause with you, my life seems brighter and these are all the things
I wanna say...

I will fly into your arms
And be with you
Til the end of time
Why are you so far away
You know it’s very hard for me
To get myself close to you

You’re the reason why I stay
You’re the one who cannot believe
Our Love will never end
Is it only in my dream?
You’re the one who cannot see this
How can you be so blind?

I wanna get
I wanna get
I wanna get myself close to you......

Happening Weekends!

2008-04-14T19:08:00.003+08:00

Last 2 weekends, it's was Salhan's birthday bash at Aloha Changi.
It was a suprised party which was made by his beloved.
Well it was a success actually, he was clueless about it.
I came late to be exact. :D
Sorry guys, but I didn't miss the FUN for sure! :P

In the middle of the fun there was an emergency.
The birthday boy cut his leg and we have to send him to Changi Hospital.
Changi General Hospital okay not Old CGH, the one behind our chalet. scary I tell you :P
Waited for him for 3 freaking hours.

The guys, as usual will always spare their pockets with coins for you know what.
The thing that I hate was that my pocket was full of coins when I came,
But in the end it was empty, I lost all games. HARD LUCK! :D
(must be some people never bathe sit around me, dammit!)

My birthday was celebrated last weekend with FWCs.
To the peep that came, thanks alot guys! Appreciate it!
To the people who fill me with the special messages, thanks to you guys too!
Not to forget, special thanks to my mty who planned my birthday!
Although it wasn't according to plan, but I still enjoy the day.
(especially the chocolate exfoliation thing!)

PS : All the pictures will be on multiply. Dig in guys!

2008-04-08T23:01:00.002+08:00

Forget about being able to communicate effectively via my PDA, cell phone or computer.
They are going to be either out of commission or useless,
For the type of message I need to send to a certain someone.
Do not assume that words typed out on a screen are going to adequately convey what I mean.
It won't.
Even if I'm thrilled by the idea of it.
I need to talk this issue over face-to-face.
I can make the conversation more enjoyable by scheduling it over lunch or dinner.

Counting Down : 4 days

2008-04-06T18:27:00.003+08:00

Today my patience might be tested.
One or more of my projects gets put on hold by someone else.
Either because they have power over me,
Or because they have flaked out on their part of things.
As much as I might get angry,
I need to take a philosophical view on things.
This pause in the action was meant to happen for a reason,
Possibly to give me time to double Check the work you've done so far.
I'll put my energy towards that, instead of toward getting mad at someone else.

To that someone who makes up the story, thank you very much.
I appreciate that you'll trying to help, but hope you realise it was in a wrong manner.
Plus wrong things were told, but it's okay.
It's life, this kind things will surely happened.
Eventhough it happened so many times. :D

These words are to that someone who I talked to yesterday :

I see you all the time.
Never see you smile.
I try to picture what's going on in your mind.
He leaves you every night by yourself.
He took your love and put it on the shelf.
He doesn't really care� how you feel?
You should be moving on girl what's the deal?
I wanna see you out that door.
Cause girl you know your worth much more.

So baby tell me why�
You stick around,
Always lonely and you only wear a frown.
He don't treat you good and you know.
The only thing left is for you to go.
You shouldn't live a lie with someone.
When deep inside you know he ain't the one.
I don't know what to say no more.
I wanna see you out that door.

Girl I understand.
That you're scared.
And you feel that you might never love again.
But baby that ain't true.
I know that there some there for you.
Someone that will see.
That you are worth.
An undiscovered treasure on this earth.
Girl you know your worth so much more.
I wanna see you out that door.

My precious,
I really don't wanna see you cry.
Understand me don't take it to heart.
Don't wanna see another tear in your eye.
Baby break away.
Let him go.
I don't know he's done to you.
But I know that it's time to move on.
Girl your is love blind.

now you're gone ......

2008-03-31T04:17:00.002+08:00

Now you're gone
I realised my love for you was strong
And I miss you here now you're gone
I keep waiting here by the phone
With your pictures hanging on the wall

Now you're gone
I realised my love for you was strong
And I miss you here now you're gone
Is this the way it's meant to be?
Only dreaming that you're missing me
I'm waiting here at home
I'll be crazy now you're gone

Now you're gone
I realised my love for you was strong
And I miss you here now you're gone
I keep waiting here by the phone
With your pictures hanging on the wall
Is this the way it's meant to be?
Only dreaming that you're missing me
I'm waiting here at home
I'll be crazy now you're gone

CUCU CHAMPION!!!!

2008-03-17T17:23:00.003+08:00

Congratz to all cucu, you guys rock the stage yesterday.
Leaving behind Kelana Purba & Dikir Ber2 (Keris & Durba 2) and emerge as Champs!
This is the begining of the new era, for us to prove ourselves!
We have received shits from people but now they can't say anything.

Keep the standard up & god bless us for upcoming competitions!
Be humble & stay focus!
Do it on the stage!
All the best CUCU DATUK MERAH!

School Ends!!!

2008-03-12T19:18:00.002+08:00

Congrats to Mr Zack for his 2B licence.
Finally huh? BAH!!!
One rule. If you decide to take out RS125.
Please tell me coz i'll be interested to. :D

Not to forget, I just get to know that our lovely Syahirah & Shafiq got their Class 3.
Congrats to you guys also. :D
So when wanna ride guys?

Final exams are over!
School ends!
I need a FULL-TIME job!
How irritating.

2008-03-10T17:25:00.002+08:00

To my suprised, I got good progress award.
That was so unexpected. Hmmmmmmm.
( thinking back, I didn't went to school that much. ) :P

Saturday :
M.O.S rocks for the first time. :D
Their songs was old school R&B. ( ofcause there's new ones )
So simply say that the crowd was happening & the music just turn me on.
Met my very long lost friend from PAP!!!! TAUFIQ!!!!
Imagine, for 14 years we didn't meet each other & finally at M.O.S out of all places.

Sunday & Today :
Exam is tomorrow.
So let's concentrate on this final year then I'll be off from school for months.
SCHOOL ENDS AFTER TOMORROW!!!!

.: ZaDDy :.

Sweetest girl................

2008-03-08T19:16:00.005+08:00

You used to be the sweetest girl I ever know.
The one who cared for me.
The one who cried for me.
The one who like to be around me.

Things change.
People change.
World change.
Situation change.

I've been keeping things for quite a long time.
In silence I cried.
From far I observed.

Now...........

You're the one who lied.
You're the one who didn't care.
You're the one who makes people think bad stuffs about me.
You're the one who wants revenge.
You're the one who likes to act.
You're the one who playing people hearts & feelings.

Imad? Nana's brother?
If you want me to list all the people & what you have done for these 4 years which all your friends don't know?
It's alot dear.
For all these 4 years, the things that you've been telling them?
Are those fact?
Sit down & think. (actually you know it well)

I'm tired of fighting for these relationship.
I know they disagree to us being together.
But the only thing you tell them is the total opposite of what is the fact.
All these while we've been together but it seems that most of them didn't know. Right?????

Enough of talking.
I let you win. I'll give what you want.
Go to him alright?

I know he'll be the perfect person you looking for.
No need to save his name as a girl anymore.

All those tricks you did to Nana's brother I've know it well.
Now you're doing it to Imad, you think I'm stupid?

It's sad, no one knows that we're together.

Then about Imad.
Saying that he's a girl from your school.
Then after getting caught.
Told me that he's your secondary school friend.

I'm tired..................

Now the answer to your question :
I'm sorry if I have not been calling you at night time.
I've been busy working as an mechanic apprentice.
I know I've a low education, that is why I'm trying my best to learn more about stuffs.
I need to improve myself.
I'm trying my best My daily routine :

- After school at shepherd pie's till 9
- Then continue at workshop till 5 am
- Wake up morning to go school.

I don't even meet my friends that much nowdays Qualification between you & me are miles away dear.
I need to to twice as much as you.
But I hope I've provide you well for these 4 years together.
Yeah, I've been working since I was with you to support myself & you.
You yourself know I'm such a workaholic.
Usually when I go out with you, I love to bring to places, places where teens like us rarely went, big surprises.
That's all. Now that's it's over.
The past 4 years have been a lovely memory.
Take care cupcake & thanks.
Good luck in your new life........................

PS : the pictures are all in my multiply.
www.zaddyfreeko.multiply.com

Kekasih Gelapku

2008-03-08T18:37:00.003+08:00

Ku mencintaimu, lebih dari apapun
Meskipun tiada satu orang pun yang tahu
Ku mencintaimu, sedalam-dalam hatiku
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!

2008-02-09T11:44:00.004+08:00

FIRST OF ALL!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO BOTH MASTURA & LUKE!
YOU'RE GUYS ARE 19 ALREADY HUH?!

Mas the one in blue!

Luke & his girlfriend

Well celebrated luke's birthday @ al majlis yesterday.
Imagine it cost almost a BUM!
Around $200++ or more.
Well we had starters, then the main course, the desserts, then sheesha! :P
Celebration last from 7pm till 4am.
Well we're not there the whole time thou.
After dinner @ al majlis, we went rounding.

Places :
Sembawang Park.
Kranji Dam.
Jalan Kayu.
Home. :D

Well hope you had fun bro.
Now come back to reality!

"Cry"

2008-01-09T16:05:00.000+08:00

I'm not the type to get my heart broken
I'm not the type to get upset and cry
Cause I never leave my heart open
Never hurts me to say goodbye
Relationships don't get deep to me
Never got the whole in love thing
And someone can say they love me truely
But at the time it didn't mean a thing

My mind is gone, i'm spinning round
And deep inside, my tears i'll drown
I'm losing grip, what's happening
I stray from love, this is how I feel

This time was different
Felt like, I was just a victim
And it cut me like a knife
When you walked out of my life
Now i'm, in this condition
And i've, got all the symptoms
Of a girl with a broken heart
But no matter what you'll never see me cry

Did it happen when we first kissed
Cause it's hurting me to let it go
Maybe cause we spent so much time
And I know that it's no more
I shoulda never let you hold me baby
Maybe why i'm sad to see us apart
I didn't give to you on purpose
Gotta figure out how you stole my heart

My mind is gone, i'm spinning round
And deep inside, my tears i'll drown
I'm losing grip, what's happening
I stray from love, this is how I feel

This time was different
Felt like, I was just a victim
And it cut me like a knife
When you walked out of my life
Now i'm, in this condition
And i've, got all the symptoms
Of a girl with a broken heart
But no matter what you'll never see me cry

How did I get here with you, i'll never know
I never meant to let it get so, personal
After all I tried to do, stay away from loving you
I'm broken hearted, I can't let you know
And I won't let it show
You won't see me cry

This time was different
Felt like, I was just a victim
And it cut me like a knife
When you walked out of my life
Now i'm, in this condition
And i've, got all the symptoms
Of a girl with a broken heart
But no matter what you'll never see me cry

This time was different
Felt like, I was just a victim
And it cut me like a knife
When you walked out of my life
Now i'm, in this condition
And i've, got all the symptoms
Of a girl with a broken heart
But no matter what you'll never see me cry

All my life...

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!

2008-01-01T15:20:00.000+08:00

Yes people!!! The new year has arrived!!!
This is the first blog session of the new year.
Please welcome 2008!!!
New resolution, go to school and get good grades!!!
So can proceed to anywhere I want.
*how I wish that could happened* :P

For new year's eve, met Haziq, Badip & Kamal (the usual peeps), for a short celebration.
Went to Sub Court, which is located opposite of The Padang,
Sat there and capture images of the fireworks.
Took about 100+ pictures of it.
*I love my camera* :P

Some of the pictures :

Summarise the story :
Then we went to "AMK Drive Thru Mac" before heading to "Yishun Dam",
To meet up with Azhar & Kamus.
We had our dinner there, Mac serve good food thou.
So be happy about it. BAH!!!
After the wonderful dinner together and some pictures were taken,
We proceed to Tampines to catch up with Salhan & Marcus.
They were having their 1 hour break by the way.

After that, Home Sweet Home for us.

My Sista Wedding !!!

2007-12-30T15:04:00.002+08:00

And she's married!

So fast time fly huh?
Now she has her own family to run!
Best of luck dear sis!

My Family

Pictures will be uploaded soon.
Not yet ready.
*Peace & Love*

SMILE!!! click-click.........................

2007-12-30T14:03:00.001+08:00

It has been a long time since I've blog.
Need to take some time off actually.
Also I've been busy working @ Borders.
*Fuck up place, especially the management.*

Well I realised that I kinda like photography so I decided to purchase a camera for myself few days ago.
I wanna go LaSalle badly! To take up the course!
If my mum allowed me last time, I won't be wasting my time in ITE!
Soon I hope I'll be around the world taking photos of interesting places.
But first, I need to take up lesson on this topic.
Maybe get a diploma or something?
*Crossed-fingers*

This is my new camera.
Introducing Canon D400.

Some of the pictures I took :
Me, Za & not forgetting Nas, went to Bugis and do some experiment on it.
*Hope you guys like it. PS: I'm an amature photographer!!! :D*

Next target : Mac Book.
If I have that, I'll succeed to get what i really want to developed my skills in music & photography.

2007-12-14T15:25:00.000+08:00

The past week :
- Golden Compass
- Ben & Jerry's
- M+Y style shop
- 7eleven
- Sembawang Park
- Ramen
- Night Safari
- Coffeeshop
- Rides in car
- Chilling out listening to Class 95
- Rains

When I think that everything is fine,
When I think that everything has change,
When I think that I'm in my fantasies again,
You hit me down, you prove me wrong.
I really don't understand why?
Why create this mess when you can do none?
Why have to lie all the time?
Is it hard to just tell me the truth?
There are many questions which are unanswered.
You refused to answer.
I seriously don't know what is your real motive.
What you really want.
Telling your friends things which are untrue at times.
Making me look like a fool at times, making me look bad.
But do they really know the real truth?
Your friends even say that they don't trust me.
I just don't know what to do. I'm clueless.
I don't know what's really happening.
What are the truths and which one's the lies.
For all these years, these things has been going on.
I trust that your friends have not known the exact truth right?
They've been behind your back since day 1.
Blinded by lies and acts.

I really feel like giving up.
I don't wish to be in these game.
When I'm serious, you're not.
I'm tired. Seriously
Tears go to waste, feeling fuck-up.
Promises can't be used, trust can be sustained.
I don't know, I'm clueless.
What's life to you? What lies means to you?
By telling people fake stuff, you'll think you survive?
You feel nice? You fell superior?
I don't think so.

Zhafir.........
That Changi Guy..........
Yan..........

Life is not about revenge by the way.

Well, when you go

Don't ever think I'll make you try to stay
And maybe when you get back
I'll be off to find another way

And after all this time that you still owe
You're still the good-for-nothing I don't know
So take your gloves and get out
Better get out
While you can

Sometimes I cry so hard from pleading
So sick and tired of all the needless beating
But baby when they knock you
Down and out
It's where you oughta stay

And after all the blood that you still owe
Another dollar's just another blow
So fix your eyes and get up
Better get up
While you can

When you go
Would you even turn to say
I don't love you like I did yesterday.

When you go
Would you have the guts to say
I don't love you, Like I loved you yesterday.....

The song is playing in my head everytime.
I really think that music really express our feelings.

.: ZaDDy :.

ILU

2007-11-19T17:49:00.000+08:00

I Hearts You.
I Love You.
Wó Aí Ní.
Gua Cintakan Kamu.
I Sayang U

Those are the different saying that I wanna say to you.
I really meant what I say Nur Zahirah!
If you say that I don't, don't assume cause I do!

I MISS YOU TERRIBLY!

2007-11-18T15:17:00.000+08:00

HAPPINESS!!
Got my Class 3 at last.

Went rounding yesterday.
One thing, I sooooo love Mazda 3
:P

And to you, it's the end. My final decision.

2007-11-14T21:21:00.000+08:00

Class 3 TP is Friday.
Counting down the hours.

Feelings : Can't hardly wait.
Excited.
Scared.

Hopefully I'll pass. :)

Well she back to Canada today.
Hopefully she's fine.
Don't know when she's returning here.
Maybe more than a year.
Memories will be cherished.

Stupid mother of hers.
Typical Singaporeans!
Damn her!

Khai & Me will miss you lots Van...................

1 Week Of Darkness

2007-11-11T22:16:00.000+08:00

First and foremost.
I'm sorry, sweetheart to hear that your beloved grandmother passed away.
I promise I'll be there for you if you need someone.
I know it's been hard for you, I totally understand.
Just cheer up okay? Humans will return to HIM no matter what.
God loves her more. You know that dear. :D

It has been a boring week.
Can't get to see my cupcake.
*sob-sob*

Latest News:

My dearest friend Van is going to Canada.
Damn going to miss her!
Well take care of yourself there dear friend.
I'll try to see you off alright?

PS: At least you can get away from your irritating MUM! :P

Friends ????

2007-11-06T17:45:00.000+08:00

Let me put it this way.
To that someone.
Don't trust me if you wont want to.
I won't force either.

Friends? What's the meaning of it between us?
Let me ask you one question.
Since your birthday celebration.
Did you guys ever call me once?
Even once? I don't think so right?
So that's what friends is all about?
Put it this way. Frankly to me is not!
Friends spent time with each other.
Never forget each other.
Through our friendship, ever you like call me always?
If you're disappointed, me too.
On how our friendship goes.
Every week, you guys don't even bother to call us.
Nothing. You guys realized that?

So why should i call you first?
Why? Seeing us like this?
It's more worst that being enemies.
At least enemies, they'll think about the other party always.
Thought that counts.
For us? None.......................

Roads................

2007-11-02T16:06:00.000+08:00

ROADS.

Why i am obsessed with this word.

If you realized, you're on the road almost everyday.
Road is a destination to us.
It's a link from a place to another.

That's how i describe my life as.
It's similar. It's just like it.
Every move you make, every decision you do.
Brings you to a place, and that's call your destination.

Everyday we're making choices right?
That's what life is all about. Making choices.
It's either a good or a bad choice.
The pathway we going to take, represents out life.
The decision we make will affect us.

No matter what choices you make it will still lead to your final destination.
Which is death. Where after that, you need not to make choices anymore.

So what road am i taking now?
I don't know.
How interesting i want my pathway to be like?
I don't know.
Where is my destination had reached?
I don't know.
What am i going to do next?
I don't know.
Am i satisfied with the places/destination i've been?
I don't know.
Which place i really wanna go?
I really don't know.

Now, that's my life.

The New Look !!!

2007-10-25T14:23:00.000+08:00

The Hair

The Bike

2007-10-18T23:30:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY RIN !!!

Peeps :

Haq & Rin & Isha
Zana & Yanti
Fir & Dilah
Isto & His Fiancée (forgot her name)
Zaddy & Za

What happened :

First come Fish & Co.
Then Bowling @ Marina Bay

Selam Hari Raya........

2007-10-15T13:59:00.001+08:00

Well this year Hari Raya was a bit pathetic for me actually.
Imagine every year, the first day of raya we always went home around 1 or 2 am.
But this year 8 pm. hahaha.
Like we only complete 5 houses.
For the next two days i'm rotting at home.
Might as well I work right????

To everyone :

Wanna wish you guys Selamat Hari Raya.
Maaf inside and out.
If I ever done anything wrong to anyone of you.
Forgive me aites????
I know i maybe an ass sometimes.
Actually everytime. :D
So let's bygone be bygones and start a new chapter.
Peace & Love!!!!

PS: anyone wanna jalan raya don't forget to include me!

.: ZaDDy :.

Moving On......

2007-10-11T04:35:00.001+08:00

Well let's summaries these whole month incident :

-Show-down.
-New look of my darling.
-Beloved friend is in ICU.

Things changes these days.
People are moving on with their own life.
Some people are busy with their work life, some have to serve the NS.
Others just rot at home for these one month holiday.

Gone for Medical check-up just last week.
Well guess what, I got PES B!!!!
Damn I so want PES A. Dream on......

Fasting month is ending and here comes Hari Raya.
To all the muslims peeps, Selamat Hari Raya.
Siapa tak puasa tak boleh raya okay! :D

Counting down : 2 days
Time passes by so quickly till I don't feel that it one month has ended.
That's how fast time goes.

Click, click, click........ and it goes on.......................

Mix Club

2007-09-05T13:04:00.000+08:00

I'm sooooo into mixclub songs.
Argh! Miss Clubbing. :P
Anyone this Saturday?
I missed Paul Van Dyke event last Saturday!
DARN!!!!

Dear my bestfriends, I miss you guys,
MANE KORANG HILANG!!!!

No Change......

2007-09-04T09:32:00.000+08:00

Someone is being bitchy.
I hate people like that.
Like you.
I know the truth.
No need to hide.
I think it's nice if you don't bother me anymore, okay?

KHAMUS I WANT THE PICTURES!!!!
FWC RULES!!!!

Sorry, Blame It On Me

2007-08-30T14:44:00.000+08:00

As life goes on I’m starting to learn more and more about responsibility
I realize everything I do is affecting the people around me
So I want to take this time out to apologize for things I have done
And things that have not occurred yet
And the things they don’t want to take responsibility for

I’m sorry for the times I left you home
I was on the road and you were alone
I’m sorry for the times that I had to go
I’m sorry for the fact that I did not know
That you were sitting home just wishing we,
Could go back to when it was just you and me.
I’m sorry for the times I would neglect
I’m sorry for the times I disrespect.

I’m sorry for the wrong things that I’ve done
I’m sorry I’m not always there for my son
I’m sorry for the fact that I'm not aware
That you can’t sleep at night when I am not there
Because I am in the streets like everyday
Sorry for the things that I did not say
Like how you are the best thing in my world
And how I'm so proud to call you my girl

I understand that there are some problems
And I am not too blind to know
All the pain you kept inside you
Even though you might not show
If I can apologize for being wrong
Then it’s just a shame on me
I’ll be the reason for your pain and you can put the blame on me

You can put the blame on me
Said you can put the blame on me
You can put the blame on me

Sorry for the things that he put you through
And all the times you didn’t know what to do
Sorry that you had to go and sell those packs
Just trying to stay busy till you heard from Dad
And you would rather be home with all your kids
As one big family with love and bliss
And even though Pops treated us like kings

He got a second wife and you didn’t agree
He got up and left you there all alone
I’m sorry that you had to do it on your own
I’m sorry that I went and added to your grief
I’m sorry that your son was once a thief
I’m sorry that I grew up way too fast
I wish I would’ve listened and not be so bad
I’m sorry your life turned out this way
I’m sorry that the FEDS came and took me away

I understand that there are some problems
And I am not too blind to know
All the pain you kept inside you
Even though you might not show
If I can apologize for being wrong
Then it’s just a shame on me
I’ll be the reason for your pain and you can put the blame on me

You can put the blame on me
Said you can put the blame on me
You can put the blame on me

I’m sorry that it took so long to see
They were dead wrong trying to put it on me
I’m sorry that it took so long to speak
But I was on tour with Gwen Stefani
I’m sorry for the hand that she was dealt
For the embarrassment that she felt
Just a little young girl trying to have fun
Her daddy should never let her out that young
I’m sorry for Club Zen getting shut down
I hope they manage better next time around
How was I to know she was underage
In a 21 and older club they say
Why doesn’t anybody wanna take blame
Verizon backed out disgracing my name
I’m just a singer trying to entertain
Because I love my fans I’ll take that blame
Even though the blame’s on you
I’ll take that blame from you

And you can put that blame on me
You can put that blame on me
And you can put that blame on me

Truth...........

2007-08-30T01:37:00.000+08:00

So many times I've been turn down.
I think that's enough.
Don't come back to me saying you love me.
All the lies that you gave me, hurt me enough thou.
Please just go away and never come back.
I've seen you change, and now a big change.
Ego put aside, but truthfully Za.
I know what's going on. I'm not dumb.
I even know you lied but I just kept quiet.
Not to boast or whatever.
I know you to well, I even can read your move.

I can't accept your lifestyle now.
The way you are now.
Things change, and you change.
Even your old ways came back.
It's a thing which I can't accept.
That's why, please go your way and I'll go mine.

IT'S NOT MY FAULT!!!!

Now what I have to face sentence which I didn't make?
It's unfair!!
REVOKE? FINES?
This month is my worst month I swear!

Big thanks to you for being there.
Giving me hope and cheering me up.
I really appreciate it girl. :D
You've help me alot and I really don't know how to repay you.

TO RIN AND HAQ!!!!! :

GEELY CK 1.5
I really envy you guys.
First bike than car.
haiz....................................... :P

Hide the truth = lies.

2007-08-13T21:25:00.000+08:00

I've made my final say.
I mean what I say.
Like I told you, things never change.

11 Aug :

Happy Birthday FIR !!!
Make sure you'll pass soon aites bro?
WOOHOO!!!
Had great time together.
*bedok
*suntect city
*starbucks
*lau pa sat
*starbucks again
*marinabay
*starbucks again
*pusara aman
*Lim chu kang jetty
*fort canning

PS: I WANT THE PICTURES!!!!

END

2007-08-10T12:50:00.000+08:00

There's no more you and me.
It's over. That's my decision.
Enough of giving you chances.
Enough of everything.
So don't act like nothing happened to us.
Cause it's the end.

2007-08-09T17:23:00.000+08:00

What if I wanted to break
Laugh it all off in your face
What would you do? (Oh, oh)
What if I fell to the floor
Couldn't take all this anymore
What would you do, do, do?

Come break me down
Bury me, bury me
I am finished with you

What if I wanted to fight
Beg for the rest of my life
What would you do?
You say you wanted more
What are you waiting for?
I'm not running from you (from you)

Come break me down
Bury me, bury me
I am finished with you
Look in my eyes
You're killing me, killing me
All I wanted was you

I tried to be someone else
But nothing seemed to change
I know now, this is who I really am inside.
Finally found myself
Fighting for a chance.
I know now, this is who I really am.

Ah, ah
Oh, oh
Ah, ah

Come break me down
Bury me, bury me
I am finished with you, you, you.
Look in my eyes
You're killing me, killing me
All I wanted was you

Come break me down (bury me, bury me)
Break me down (bury me, bury me)
Break me down (bury me, bury me)

(You say you wanted more)
What if I wanted to break...?
(What are you waiting for?)
Bury me, bury me
(I'm not running from you)
What if I
What if I
What if I
What if I
Bury me, bury me

Sufforcated

2007-08-08T08:58:00.000+08:00

I feel so suffocated.
Please stop making me feel that way.
Give me room to breath.
Frankly. We failed.
I don't look forward to anything anymore.

I tried,
We tried,
They tried,
But still we failed.

Scary, Confused.

2007-08-07T16:16:00.000+08:00

Yesterday was damn crazy.
A golf course we thought was hunted places.
In the end we transpassed a private property.
Can go crazy with them.
BUT WOOHOO!
FUN TO THE MAX!
Joe passed our test.
We'll see how on friday.
Can't hardly wait. !!!!

Why now? Why not since long time ago?
I can't take this anymore.
Half of me saying to give up.
Another half, saying no.
I just don't know what to do.
Are we wasting 3 freaking years of our life?
Or we really doing something meaningful?
Think about it properly.

Rounding2.

2007-08-06T11:42:00.000+08:00

Saturday was both angry and happy moment for me.

To Za :

You really shouldn't lie.
We waited for you.
Now i'll try to make my decision soon.
Many people were against us.
Cause there are many factors that i have to look into.
Maybe it will be our end.
Just be prepared.

To Rin & Haq :

I love you guys many many.
I hope rin will accept me for who i am.
Thou I'm a lil crazy everytime.
Thanks for being there everytime when i need you guys.
Actually everytime arh. hahahaha.

Recap :

GAP, Stupid Runs, Pit-stop, Jlm Kg Chantek, Exploring till we're tired.
:D

Back after alomost a month. :D

2007-08-03T15:13:00.000+08:00

Sorry for not updating this blog for quite a long time.
Been occupied with alot of things till i have no time to write any new posts.
Once again sorry.

Well for the past nearly a month, a lot of things happened.
This changed drastically for me.
People said i've change.
But hey, i'm still the same old Zaddy guys.
Now being closer to Haq and Rin, and they are also becoming close to Fir and the rest.
It's a good thing thou, they can get along well.
I'm sooooo suprised. :D

Well happy with both the Geng Jahat and FWC group.
Learn many experience from them.
GAP anyone?? hahahaha.
Love that place.
Can improve my skills of riding. :P

Well explore alot of beautiful places i've not been to before.
Now i know where to go when i have a date. woohoo.
*Evil smile* hahahaha :P

To Firdaus from BEDOK VIEW!
Nice try huh. Step jadi pompuan konon. HMPH!
But still you can't tag me ass!!!
BOO!!!!! hahahaha.

Kawasaki KRR

2007-07-18T00:08:00.000+08:00

My New Basic Bike.
Will be modifying. :D

Well i thought it's easy to maintain and own a bike.
But I was wrong.
Petrol, maintanance, oil, spare parts.
Money, money, money. hahahaha.

PS: anyone job pretty please...............

WOOHOO!!!!

2007-07-12T22:52:00.001+08:00

I PASSED!!!

RIDING ANYONE???? :D

2007-07-07T11:28:00.000+08:00

Seems like it was yesterday when I saw your face
You told me how proud you were, but I walked away
If only I knew what I know today

I would hold you in my arms
I would take the pain away
Thank you for all you've done
Forgive all your mistakes
There's nothing I wouldn't do
To hear your voice again
Sometimes I wanna call you
But I know you won't be there

Some days I feel broke inside but I won't admit
Sometimes I just wanna hide cause it's you I miss
And it's so hard to say goodbye
When it comes to this rules

Would you tell me I was wrong?
Would you help me understand?
Are you looking down upon me?
Are you proud of who I am?

There's nothing I wouldn't do
To have just one more chance
To look into your eyes
And see you looking back

If I had just one more day
I would tell you how much that I've missed you
Since you ran away
It's dangerous
It's so out of line
To try and turn back time

I'm sorry for blaming you
For everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself
By hurting you...

2007-07-05T13:00:00.000+08:00

I swear holidays are bored!
If i'm working i'll not mind actually.
But i'm not. (Menganggur) teehee.
So another day at home with fucking hot weather.
I swear the hot weather makes me lazy mang.
GOSH!!!! or am i always lazy :P

I miss you dear cupcake!

Counting down : 7 days.
(scary!!!!)

To my dearest friend illy.
I'm very the sure that he still loves you.
Cmon dudette, you guys have been through ups and downs together.
Although he's popular right now.
I'm sure he's still the same old alfi we knew him last time dear.
I'm sure you guys will be together back.
I'll prey for it. :D
Cheer up girl......

TRANSFORMERS!

2007-07-03T12:19:00.000+08:00

Went to watch Transformers yesterday
with love, Luke, Ash, Kiki, Fatt, and the Monofone.
Not to forget, Happy Belated Birthday to ASH!!!!

PS: dah tua eh kau??? hehehe.

The movie was GREAT!!!
The effects and everything.
Funny.
Overall: SUPERB!!!

Rating : 4.5/5.

2007-07-01T22:27:00.000+08:00

I just realised today that my IC went missing.
Now i have to replace it tomorrow.
Another $70 gonna burn. Haiz....
Where did i put it?
DAMMIT!

I only remember the last time i used it was on Tuesday.
Then i don't remember using it again.
I don't even remember where i put it.
SHIT RIGHT?

Went to Chai Chee Seafood for dinner.
There goes my diet planning.
Teehee......
Met Raudhah there.
The same old her, never changed.
Hehehe......

2007-06-30T13:55:00.000+08:00

First of all. CONGRATS to Haq for passing his car licence.
Sialan nye budak, jangan nak action gile. hahaha.

Been a bored week actually.
Nothing much to do on holidays.
So just sit and rot at home.

Anyone wanna go out? Count me in okay?
teehee.......

Ouh yah. Just passed my Module 1 for my car.
Now in Module 2. teehee.....
The test was so called "lepak".
Instructor asked me to drive to Temasek Polytechnic.
Then towards Pasir Ris.
Then chill-out at some coffee shop, buy some drinks.
Then back to the center. Funny right?
First time experience. Kinda fun also :P

I'm sure everything is gonna be fine dear.
Not to worry. Seriously......... :)

Upcoming event for me :
FTT & TP

2007-06-26T21:59:00.001+08:00

at last i got a bike that i wanted.
hahahahaha.
practically searching for it just now.
made down payment.
now send for paint work.
so can't wait!!!! hehehe

2007-06-21T23:26:00.000+08:00

Some things to be highlighted about what YOU wrote.

"He pushed me down so hard, I can never walk again.
He left me high and dry in the wash.
I wake up every morning denying that he did have an affair with her.
I thought that if I didn't think of it, it would eventually cease to be an incident.
I cry myself to sleep.
I am stupid, I am naive.
I invited this manipulation, for being so grossly stupid."

Now you really feel how i felt before? Is it a nice feeling? I'm sure it is right?
I'm really doing what you did to be last time. Ignoring your pain!

"I wake up every morning denying that he did have an affair with her."

Who the hell is the her? I did not even have an affair with anyone girl!
Please please please get your facts right.
And for those who tried to be her like so called informer.
Please be a true source ok?

"I promise I'll keep it a secret.
I won't tell them what you really did to me."

Tell whoever you want to. Like i care.

PS: Please return my things.

Pretenders.............

2007-06-21T15:13:00.000+08:00

To : hey hey you,

What makes you think she deserve me?
What makes you think i can forgive her?
I've had enough, enough of these dramas.
You make see me in the bad light cause you only listen to her.
What about the other party?
I'm sure you're mature enough to think.
Now let me give you time to think.

To Zahirah :

Whatever you want to say to them go ahead.
I don't care.
What i know is that i want to move on.
Nobody's perfect.
Don't stop me from making friends with whoever i want to.
Soraya? i know she's from TK. So what?
She added me up then we chat.
Nothing wrong with that.
NOt like you right who went out with a guy to
a park behind my back and he try to make a move on you,
hold you and everything.
Whatever........

2007-06-15T12:55:00.000+08:00

I asked her to stay.
But she wouldn't listen.
She left before I had the chance to say.
The words that were mend.
The things that were broken.
But now its far too late she's gone away.

The taste of her breath, I'll never get over.
And the noises that she make keep me awake.
The weight of things that remain unspoken.
Built up so much it crushed us everyday.

Every night you cry yourself to sleep.
Thinking why does this happen to me.
Why does every moment have to be so hard.
Hard to believe that.
It's not over tonight.

Of all the things I felt,
I've never really showed.
Perhaps the worst is that I ever let you go,
Should not ever let you go.

It's not over tonight.
Just give me one more chance to make it right.
I may not make it through the night.
I won't go home without you.

2007-06-12T13:30:00.000+08:00

Yey! TP on 12 July.
Finally..... hahahaha.
License soon!

Had a birthday party for my beloved Aisyah at ECP on Sunday.
Families are loved. hahahaha.

Hey Babygirl i miss you!
Seoul Garden today???
Let's go.........

2007-06-06T20:58:00.000+08:00

sorry guys....
been busy. hahahaha
just let you guys enjoy with my layout first.
teehee.......

2 more weeks to go.
then.... HOLIDAYS!
yeyness!!!!

car practical was fun just now.
i was told that i'm a fast learner!
wow! hahahaha.

and at last.
practical 6 just ended.
=)

i still owe someone yong tau fu @ bagus.
coming right up okay dear?

test results for power system.
75/100.
not bad zaddy.... not bad.

2007-05-29T00:02:00.000+08:00

Every start will face its ending soon.
If it ought to end. I rather do it now.
And that's what i've in mind.
I've made up my decision and it's final.
No tuning back or looking back.
I don't need that kind of treatment and that way of life.
I'm leaving you for good.

Failed my Practical 6 just now.
Nevermind, should pass it by Wednesday!
MUST PASS! but for now.......
*sadness*

2007-05-23T22:11:00.000+08:00

Today i think i did my test well. Hahaha.
I think arh. Well must have confidence. Teehee.

Passed my RTT already. *happiness!*
PDL now is in my hand. Wahahaha!

Well one think make me sad.
I can't practically play trumpet anymore!
I lost my embouchure! Darn!
My sight-reading also become worsen!
I guess i have lack of practice!
*sadness!*

2007-05-20T14:30:00.000+08:00

Yesterday i went to watch,
"A Midsummer NIght's Dream".

I tell you it was superb!
Rating : 4.5/5

At first i didn't know about this shakespear's shit.
But after watching it. It become clearer to me. Hahaha.
The effects, the scene. was unique.
There's a big crowd on the day.
People were trating it like a picnic day,
where's there some entertainer's upfront.
COOL SHIT! teehee.
First time a play did in that kind of way.
Interesting i tell you.
You'll love it.

Great job to the cast and people who work for it.
Not to forget, Thanks dear for the tickets and day.
PS: I love you. ;)

2007-05-18T23:19:00.001+08:00

School week ended! haha.
But still tons of homework to be done.
Piles of things need to study.
DARN! Not much different.
Hates tests, really kills me.