This Is Zaddy's
profile entries tagboard affiliates thanks
hello
This blog is part of the story of my life.
The fact are all here.
There's nothing but truth.
Thoughts & feelings are real.
Kindly tag after you read.
Don't shy-shy =D
profile
ZaDDyFrEEkO
Mohamad Rohaizad
12th April 1989
Temasek --- Bedok View --- ITE CE
Friday, December 14, 2007
3:25 pm
The past week : - Golden Compass - Ben & Jerry's - M+Y style shop - 7eleven - Sembawang Park - Ramen - Night Safari - Coffeeshop - Rides in car - Chilling out listening to Class 95 - Rains
When I think that everything is fine, When I think that everything has change, When I think that I'm in my fantasies again, You hit me down, you prove me wrong. I really don't understand why? Why create this mess when you can do none? Why have to lie all the time? Is it hard to just tell me the truth? There are many questions which are unanswered. You refused to answer. I seriously don't know what is your real motive. What you really want. Telling your friends things which are untrue at times. Making me look like a fool at times, making me look bad. But do they really know the real truth? Your friends even say that they don't trust me. I just don't know what to do. I'm clueless. I don't know what's really happening. What are the truths and which one's the lies. For all these years, these things has been going on. I trust that your friends have not known the exact truth right? They've been behind your back since day 1. Blinded by lies and acts.
I really feel like giving up. I don't wish to be in these game. When I'm serious, you're not. I'm tired. Seriously Tears go to waste, feeling fuck-up. Promises can't be used, trust can be sustained. I don't know, I'm clueless. What's life to you? What lies means to you? By telling people fake stuff, you'll think you survive? You feel nice? You fell superior? I don't think so.
Zhafir......... That Changi Guy.......... Yan..........
Life is not about revenge by the way.
Well, when you go
Don't ever think I'll make you try to stay And maybe when you get back I'll be off to find another way
And after all this time that you still owe You're still the good-for-nothing I don't know So take your gloves and get out Better get out While you can
Sometimes I cry so hard from pleading So sick and tired of all the needless beating But baby when they knock you Down and out It's where you oughta stay
And after all the blood that you still owe Another dollar's just another blow So fix your eyes and get up Better get up While you can
When you go Would you even turn to say I don't love you like I did yesterday.
When you go Would you have the guts to say I don't love you, Like I loved you yesterday.....
The song is playing in my head everytime. I really think that music really express our feelings.