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Mohamad Rohaizad
12th April 1989
Temasek --- Bedok View --- ITE CE
Saturday, May 05, 2007
12:21 am
Let me tell you something alright? Get this into your head. I've been keeping this for so long. Yes i'm not okay with you. I may seem fine infront of you and saying that everything's fine, but i'm not.
Like i said, a liar will always be a liar. Trust no one. Frankly i don't trust you. Why? Cause you keep on lying. Direct enough? Or you still don't understand? You yourself know what you lied and hide things from me. I'm not a kid where you can keep things from me dudette. When i pointed out your mistakes, you only said sorry. Then do it again. SORRY?? Means nothing to me already. WHY?? Simply because you keep on saying it. It loses its real meaning. Loses its worth.
You said that you were there for me everytime? Guess you're wrong dudette. It's me who were there for you! I WAS THERE! RIGHT BESIDE YOU! NOT ON THE PHONE OR ANYTHING BUT THERE RIGHT BESIDE YOU!
Do you even remember that? Do you even remember anything about it No right? Just because i scoleded you and making you angry, you forget all my deeds. Instead you accused me, you put me in a bad light to your friends. You have beed doing all that but do you even realised? All the thoughts in your head were all the negative things about me. But what about yourself? Do you even realised the things you did that hurt me? Do you even remember? I don't think so. Because why? You think you're flawless.
I was not there for you at a certain time because to the fact that i'm pissed with you! What do i get in return? Do you even appreciate me for who i am?
NO!
Instead you control me! Example asking me to delete friendster! Why scared i get to know girls? Why? Cause you think i'm a JERK! I have to freaking take care of your feelings whereas you don't! I have to follow what you say whereas you don't! Everything i did was wrong!
YOU! YES YOU!
Start accusing me first! Start using vulgarities! I just ignore! Cause i couldn't be bothered!
I'm sick and tired of being a puppet to you. I'm not a toy dammit!