After two and the half years of being together,
After all the happiness and saddness we have gone through together,
After all the letters that you gave me saying i love you,
After all the times we have spend together,

Now you want an end? I'm clueless seriously.

Your reasons :
-I don't like guys.
-I have feelings for people of the same sex.
-I don't see where the relationship is going.
-I don't want to hurt you.

Well i guess it's all bullshit.

From my point of view :
-You have been contecting Asri all these while.
-You went out with him when i'm away.
-You always lied to me about things and stuffs.
-You tell me sometings which are untrue.
-You hate me to the core.
-You give me hope but you destroyed it at last.

With all that points stated above. Don't it mean something dear?
I followed every word you asked me to do.
Not to go home late, Not to take stuffs which you don't like.
What else? You expect me to treat you like a princess, I DID!
Eventhough you treated me like ass ass, like an animal.
Remember the bet that we made months ago?
You said that i'll leave you, but look, it's the other way.
Well guess what......

YOU LOSE! YOU HAVE BEEN THE ONE WHO WANTS TO LEAVE!

I really don't know what you really want.
I really don't.

I'm sooooo confused.
I'm soooooo hurt.

I know that i'll lose you to other guys one day.
And i can see it coming.

"something's getting in the way, something just about to break."

That phrase always been repeated in my head.

I know you find the one already.
Who have the same standard as you.
Well who am i right? A useless piece of shit right?
An ITE student who have no future.
Not like that guy, have the same standard as you.
Now let me tell you something,
I feel soooooo tiny, degraded and I really lost my self-esteem.
Thanks to you for doing this.
I know i'm not as the same standard as that guy.
He's like the totally opposite of me.
Then another guy came, a schoolmate of yours.
Presenting you a flower, WOW!
Nice feeling for you i guess. But not for me.
I wish you can be in my shoe and you can feel it.
When i'm sincere and serious, this is what i get in return.
You gave alot of reasons for breaking up,
From last time till now you keep on changing your reasons.
Untill i don't know which one is the fact.
One confused girl huh? Or you just wanna ditch me?
I think the second option right?
I'm really dissappointed, thanks for making fake promises.
for making me fall, for making me feel useless, for making me feel small.

Thanks once again..........................

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