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Mohamad Rohaizad
12th April 1989
Temasek --- Bedok View --- ITE CE
Saturday, February 03, 2007
3:53 pm
Life is unpredictable. Life is clueless.
That's what my life is all about.
We always think that life is easy, but ironically not.
As a child, we have no responsibility.
But when we grow older, we will faced the hardship of life.
We will know the meaning of adulthood, responsibility, and many more.
Now i'm stuck. I've regreted the things i did. I wish i could turn back time.
Crying is useless now. Hope is also gone.
As a malay saying "nasi sudah menjadi bubur", which means there's nothing you can do now.
Face the things you've done and take resposibility of it.
Now i have to face it alone.
Never to come to think of it i'll end up this way.
I still remember how innocent i was last time.
I even hate smokers, but look at me now, puffing my life away.
Wasting money on non-important things.
Things which will not bring anything good to you.
I'm confused, I'm scared.......
Becoming a junkie was an experence for me.
Now i know why people take drugs and stuffs.
But it is also a waste. We diss people like this.
But you guys don't know why they took these stuffs.
People don't know the feeling of it. The use of it.
Maybe you guys may think i'm talking crap.
Put yourself in their shoes and you'll know the feeling.
Yes it may cause some harm, but for me it's nothing if you wanna try.
People get addicted to it because they miss the feeling. They miss the feeling of being FREE!
FREE from problems, pain, and many more.
They really want to enjoy the moment to the fullest and don't want to come back to reality.
They're normal people just like you and me. But their life is different.
It's just their fate to be this way. To get into these life that is hard for them to face.
I gain experence from these people.
Now i'm facing the biggest problem in my whole life.
That can ruin my life, my future, and others too.
Another problem occur after that which can ruin my family.
GOD HELP ME PLEASE!!!!............
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