Thursday, October 26, 2006
2:08 am
actually i did read your blog.
what you written and stuff.
i tried to do some reflection.
now, i have come to a realisation.
i felt wrong after reading it.
i am asking myself why? why?!
for those things i did, for everything.
i've turn an innocent girl whom once parents love and care,
kiss goodnight before she went to la la land.
to a person whom her parents sees her as an alien.
am i the bad guy?
i guess so. there's no doubt about it.
i've thought about it.
yes we're not perfect.
i know that. and i do realized it.
i kept on holding on for almost 25 months now.
and you, keep breaking it.
maybe at first i din't realized that we're not perfect.
but now i do. my eyes are open now.
i can see the reason why we should not continue this thing.
you and me are from two different worlds.
trying our hard to be the same to be in one world,
which turns out to be a world war.
although recently you've asked me to give the relationship a last chance.
i can't provide you with that, because of just now.
27th of this month is this friday. hope you get what i'm trying to say.
but now i guess that date doesn't really matter anymore.
it's just another date which passes by.
i'm sorry for everything i've done to you.
the new year's day where things happened.
the start of your evolution was on that faithful day.
which i know you regreted.
i'm sure you really hate me, diss me.
thanks for everything.
thanks for the memories that you reminded me.
thanks for all those things that you've taught me.
thanks for all the time you've wasted.
thanks for the days we're together.
all of that are just past memories.
which soon i'll be deleting. i've hurt enough and i don't wanna get hurt anymore.
good-bye to you my trusted friend.