Tuesday, October 17, 2006
11:20 pm
in classroom now. hehehe.
well school starts at 8am and now out of all my classmates, only 6 were here.
nothing much to do so......
here i am writing a new post.
yeynessssssssss!!!!
a new term has begun, and this is the 2nd day of the term. *boredness*
actually i'm still in a holiday mood. hahahaha.
after 1 month of holiday, school is like alien to me.
not use to it. hahaha. i even don't know why mang.
yesterday we received our new time-table for the new term.
i soooooo don't like it la eh.....
starts at 8am everyday and most of the days we end at 5pm execpt on wednesday and friday.
what the hell!!!!!!!!!!!!
what a term dude, i'm sure gonna hate it! for sure!
actually i already hate it. as usual because of them.
imagine your own friends sees you as nobody. invisible. like you're not there.
what the hell right? till now i still don't understand why the fcuk they treating me this way.
they went out and didn't tell me their plans. hate it dude!
bunch of assholes! wanna talk, please talk infront of me not behind dude.
don't be like girls, only talk behind peeps.
if you guys still don't understand, please approach me so i can fcuking explain to you guys fcukface peeps!
enough is enough guys!
i'm quite tired today. have not sleep for 2days already.
have been sleeping at mosque for morning prayers.
prey at 3.30am in the morning. finished around 6am. hahaha.
it has been 3 days already.
me, haziq, bashkin, hadi, badib and kamal have not missed a single session. *grecness*
there's time for enjoyment and now it's time for us to "beribadah" =)
that's our life. this is how we live.
usually before the preyer, we study under the void deck at kembangan till 2am.
since practically all of them is having their O's this year, they are mugging. hahaha.
been there done that. *smiles* (but i didn't do well by the way) =)
and because of this i miss my beautiful sleep and i'm sooooooo fcuking tired.
but nevermind, it's only for 10 days only. hope i can stand it mang.
life has been difficult for me these few days. me myself don't understand why all these happening.
AGAIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
when are we gonna stop quarreling for once and live happily ever after.
maybe that sounds to fantasy, BUT HECK CARE I WANT IT THAT WAY!
please i need you to understand me, accept what i am, for who i am.
i didn't control you so please don't stop me doing things i want.
where's the trust dear? where is it? why the hell are you feeling insecure? for what?
i think you need to do some reflection, me too. i'm not perfect as well.
i told you upteen times that i'm not ready to be a goody-goody type of guy yet.
i'm still a teenager, and basically teens wanna enjoy life.