Saturday, August 05, 2006
11:45 pm
yesterday was fun mank.
there was a floorball competition held in my school.
my class was in it.
woke up late yesterday, did not went to school. AGAIN!
damn it dude. what's happening to you.
whatever, back to the game.
hahahaha.
well when i came 2 match was played.
one lose and the other one drew.
altogether we had 4 games to play.
so i played the last 2 games.
to my realization, floorball was not that easy as we think off.
you need stamina, which i have lost it.
skill, strength, power, accuracy.
damn i lack of them.
well what can i say, i'm not use to floorball.
play it for fun dude.
hahahaha.
i hate when people play rough, but when they to it's time for me too.
i can be aggrasive when i choose to dude.
but i choose not to, cause it's just a game you play for fun with your friends.
actually a competition.
hahahaha.
we're not ready for anything man, no trainings, nothing.
but we still play.
khamus, izzat, raihan and raden played well dude.
don't know that they can play.
underestimated them, but whatever it is, don't judge a book by it's cover.
*smiles*
went to dikir yesterday.
nothing much happened.
but one thing i hate about it.
tension are there between us.
there are always unhappiness between us.
when will it end manks?
hate it man.
politics, these are the things we shold prevent it to in dikir.
we should be fair dude.
not one-sided.
nowdays, i feel very lonely.
i don't know why.
i just feel like being alone.
to reflect my life.
my life is aimless.
i have no target, i even don't know wht to do.
now, nor in future.
i don't know what exactly i wanna be.
when i wanna have, i don't know.
i need to think about it and make a decision.
so i have an aim.
i need someone, who'll be there for me.
someone who supports me in everything i do.
someone who really care, and not degrading.
someone who i can have communication with.
some one who i can turn to.
to be treated what i wish to.
when will that person come?
who will it be?
hahahaha.
*wondering* =)