Tuesday, August 01, 2006
11:56 pm
that's the letter a.k.a diary (written below) that you attached to on my birthday card which you gave to me just now.
it was written 2 freaking years ago.
if you do really love me, why is it this way now?
what did i do to make the relationship unstable?
please elaborate and eplain to me.
on the card you gave me just now you write with full of feelings and love.
why is it hatred now.
i'm confused, really am.
you told me just now, "maybe you're not the guy i'm looking for, not for a husband nor a long-term relationship".
what the hell does that mean dudette?
is it because of how i talk to my mother?
hey dudette, the way i talk to my mum is non of your fucking busniess.
just be thankful that i don't treat you like that.
you should know my family well enough cause you've been with me for almost 2 freaking years.
so yah. how they treat me, how they talk to me, what they do.
you know all that and you even freaking know how annoyed i am bitch!
then here you go saying all these stuffs and the way you treat me in the relationship really makes me mad.
why do i have to face 2 bad things at the same time mank.
what wrong did i do?
please god tell me.
i hate my life.
and i really do.
why is it this way.
why not perfect as some people.
what mistakes did i make?
please tell me.
girl please don't be fickle.
one second love, the next second hatred.
which one is the fact?
1 second you say i love you and the next you said that you hate me to the core.
which is the truth.
i'm damn confused.
the diary that you attached on my birthday card just now says positive things, and the next moment, 1 hour later you said that maybe you're not the person i'm looking for.
please stop doing this to me dudette.
went to school late today.
hahaha.
so much for my new begining.
dream on zaddy.
hahaha. oh wells.
effort counts mank.
whateverness. wheeeeee.
well did nothing much in school today.
just lecture then after that it's over.
wahahaha.
fun right? just went to school for 2 freaking hours then you're off.
well i have a test tomorrow.
have to study for that freaking test.
chapter 1 to chapter 10.
how am i going to complete it in 1 day.
damn freaking teacher.
hahaha.
my fault actually.
did not study dude.
.: ZaDDy :.