Thursday, August 03, 2006
1:59 am
i'm sorry for what did alright.
maybe i just don't realize that what i did was wrong.
i was soooo fcuk up at that point of time.
until i don't realize how i talked to my mum.
yes you make me realize.
but please don't because of this you assume things that i'll do girl.
it's just hard for me to get back to normal terms with my mum.
it's hard dudette, if you're in my situation, you'll know how it feels.
yes i know, "busuk-busuk pun itu mak kau."
i do realize it mank.
but things are different now dudette.
you have to be understanding.
please understand how i feel girl.
it has been 2 freaking years i did not go home since i was thrown out.
and now although i'm one of their family members, they are like strangers to me.
i can't take pressure that they're putting on me.
frankly, i'm easily annoyed when their bombard me with questions.
this is my life now, and this is how i feel.
this is what i have to face, things that i have to overcome.
everything needs time dudette.
you just have to give me time girl.
just don't let this jepordise the relation between us dudette.
just don't......................