Today...
Was both a cheerful and a depressing day for me...
I was awaken by a call from my Ex secondary friend...Ghazali...
He asked me to play soccer with him...
Last minute thing...
So i quickly had my bath and dressed up...
Went to Tampines where they were playing...
There was Shafiq, Khidir, Faris, Taha, and some of Ghazali's friends...
Quite a fun morning actually...
Jokes and crap were all that came out from their mouth...
After that we went to Afghanistan to have our lunch...
Hanging-out with them was quiet OK actually...
Then around 4PM we headed home...

At around 5 PM...
Went to my friend's house to do my drawings for my interview at LASALLE...
Few days to go...
Shortage of time...dammit...!!!
Well that dear friend of mine helped me with my work and we going to continue it tomorrow cause we both had our plans on that day...
So things have to cut short...

Went straight to meet Masurina & Hafiz at Eunos...
They were waiting for me at the market place...
From the look at thier face they were hungry and i'm so scared that they will eat me up...*smiles*
They ordered their food and the sad thing is that Mas have to wait almost 20 minutes for her food to arrived...*sob-sob*
Went home then we go to the bustop to go to Pasir Ris...
We also took picture at the bustop...*sempat*
We reached downtown and meet up with Zul...
Went to his kakak sedara chalet...
Eat for awhile then me, Mas & Hafiz went to the waterbreaker and start our jiwangz...
Mas as usual thinking about Arif who's all the way in Australia...*missing him badly*
I know the feeling dear...
Been there done that already...
Hafiz still confused about his complicated love life about choosing girls...can't stand him
Because of him Idah, Mas & Us are not the same anymore...
For me, as usual thinking about that particular stranger that is in my heart...
This is where the depressing feeling comes around...

Dear...
For the fact, you are the one who actually forget me...
Never meet up with me...
Going out with your friends daily...
Not spending time with me...
You do that for quiet some time...
I think is not wrong that i find friends to spend time with...
Last time i do not have any real friends...
I was meeting you every single day...
Now you drifting away from me i feel lonely...
I need friends...
Now you pin-point me saying i'm a jerk who never care and bother you...
That's totally unfair...
Think about it...I treasure the relationship...
But every single day you are finding faults...
More worst...
You didn't contect me at all because you busy enjoying yourself outside with you beloved friends...
For me how i wish you will go out with me privately and also going out with me & my friends...

*depression takes over my soul and controls my mind...
i'm becoming more weaker since we're drifting apart...
how i wish you came back & give me the air to breath...
you're the air that i breath...
without you i'll be gone from the face of the world...
i love u*

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- .: Wendy :.


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- .: Aibah :.
- .: Aiyeen :.
- .: Aiydinn :.
- .: Aleeya :.
- .: Ana :.
- .: Ghazali :.
- .: Iraa :.
- .: Irah :.
- .: Khai Death :.
- .: Mamas :.
- .: Qaiyimah :.
- .: Rafidah :.
- .: Raudhah :.
- .: Rin :.
- .: Shafiq Sallehan :.
- .: Syafiq Usher :.
- .: Syahirah :.
- .: Surin :.
- .: Sue :.
- .: Yiling :.
- .: Yin Cheng :.
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