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Mohamad Rohaizad
12th April 1989
Temasek --- Bedok View --- ITE CE
Wednesday, April 12, 2006
5:41 pm
Today is supposed to be a day which is so special to me...
Where you thought everything going to be fine...
Perfect...
But everything changed...
A day of my dream changed to a nightmare that i don't wish to be in...
Why...?
Am i so bad...?
Maybe i am and i don't realize it...
What will happen next...?
You keep calling me...
But you did not speak up...
Why...?
Why don't you wanna talk...?
Do you have to be angry with me everytime...?
It's not that i'm enjoying myself every single time i'm out...
I have dikir you know that...
But you're angry with me for that...
Replying you late...
It's like small matter you make it as though it's big...
I did not do anything wrong...
I miss the old you...
The old zahirah...
Who's there for me...
Understanding, a listener, a mentor to guide me...
Now you're gone...
Drifting away further from me...
Hating me more...
What did i do...?
Am i bad...?
Imagine in a relationship...
No commitment...
One sided, no communication, no understanding between us...
I hate that...
When a person who is so special to you, not there when you need her...
When she totally ignore your special day...
The special outing...is canceled...
She hates me...
They hate me...
I feel like everyone is against me...
I know what i did wrong...i'm sorry...
For mas, zul, idah...i know i should'n tell hafiz...
I just can't see him that way...
He's is so sad & i know how it feels...(been there done that)
I just wish these things don't happened...
We're like the way when we first met...
Instead of what's happening now...
For zah...i'm sorry too...
I know i'm a bad guy...
Not fit for you who are so perfect...
I'm a burden to you...
Who am i right...?
I know i'm spoiling everything...
I'm useless to you and everyone...
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