Monday, April 17, 2006
4:40 pm
Tired, sick, ached all over my body...
That's what i'm feeling today...
I lost my voice...
That's what i hate the most...
Met up with her this morning...
Waited for her at the bustop in her estate...
She's was from religious class...
At the first sight...
I laugh like hell...
This is the 2nd time i saw her wearing
tudung...
Like her scarf was long lah ehhhh...
When she reached her stop, she waited for me...
The stop was the opposite side of where i was waiting...
I think she could not see me because she did not wear her specs...
" hai minah tudung...matair sendiri pun tak kenal ke??..."Spent time with her for awhile... she have to go home around 12.30PM like that because she Have to go to her grannie's...
After that went home to take a rest before going for my dikir practice at KCC...
During training, we find our
ragams for
juara...Then we practice set after set...
juara, yengki, kelantan, patani, matang & wau bulan...All of them laugh at me cause the find that my
ragam is too soft...
I hate it...!!!
I know that i'm a bit awkard in my
ragam...
But what can i do...
Give my very best in the performance...
Selection is this coming friday...
Competition is this sunday...
die-die...Well now we have to fight placing...
awok-awok now have 20 people...
They only send 16, which means 4 will not be playing...
DAMN...!!!
I feel a bit unfair cause i've been coming for practices not not ever skipping it...
Been doing my homework at home...
Working on my weakness...
If i still do not get choosen...
I will say i QUIT...!!!
Cause i've give my time and energy into in...
I've commited enough to the team...
It's like not fair for those who come unregularly & get choosen...
So what you're good...
With fuck up attitude & no commitment...
When last week of training then appear hopping to get place...
FUCK IT...!!!
Won't give any chances...
Will try my very best to get the spot that i want...!!!