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Wednesday, August 06, 2008
3:28 pm
Tanpa keberanian, mimpi tidak ke mana................................
There will be some exciting shenanigans going on today, But you need to think twice before getting involved in any of them, As fun as they might seem from your outsider perspective. It's a good time to initiate projects, But only the kind that are safe and on the up and up. Go slowly -- Don't get caught up in the moment and lose your head. If there is a golden opportunity in the midst of all of this, It isn't going anywhere soon. There is no need to rush into anything.
12:40 am
cute song!
kau gadisku yang cantik coba lihat aku disini disini ada aku yang cinta padamu
kau gadisku yang manis coba lihat aku disini disini ada aku yang sayang padamu
walau kutahu bahwa dirimu sudah ada yang punya namun kan kutunggu sampai kau mau
jangan jangan kau menolak cintaku jangan jangan kau ragukan hatiku ku kan selalu setia menunggu untuk jadi pacarmu
jangan jangan kau tak kenal cintaku jangan jangan kau hiraukan pacarmu putuskanlah saja pacarmu lalu bilang i love you padaku
There will be some exciting shenanigans going on today, But you need to think twice before getting involved in any of them, As fun as they might seem from your outsider perspective. It's a good time to initiate projects, But only the kind that are safe and on the up and up. Go slowly -- don't get caught up in the moment and lose your head. If there is a golden opportunity in the midst of all of this, It isn't going anywhere soon. There is no need to rush into anything.
Tuesday, August 05, 2008
1:13 am
Kehadiran membawa seribu erti Terasa bagaikan suatu mimpi Indah mahligai yang kita bina Impian kini terlaksana sudah
Tiada ku terlintas akan terjadi Kita kan terpisah jua akhirnya Sejenak ku terfikir segala Oh keindahan bersamamu
Kembalilah kasih kepada diriku Hidupku sepi tanpa kehadiranmu Dengar rayuanku jeritan batinku Masih dahagakan kemesraanmu Hanya kau yang ku cinta tiada kedua Usah biar ku menderita
Setelah kau pergi tiada kembali Pilunya tak dapat ku menggambarkan Abadi kasihku yang amat suci Biarku yang dalam kegelapan
Dengarlah dendangan laguku untukmu Suara hati lambang suci murni Berat saatku dilamun rindu Setelah lama dikau pergi oh... Kasihku... oh...
Monday, August 04, 2008
4:41 pm
Kau membuat, ku berantakan. Kau membuat, ku tak karuan. Kau membuat, ku tak berdaya. Kau menolak ku, acuhkan diri ku.
Bagaimana, caranya untuk, Meruntuhkan, kerasnya hati mu. Ku sadari, ku tak sempurna, Ku tak seperti, yang kau inginkan.
Kau hancurkan aku dengan sikap mu, Tak sadarkah kau telah menyakiti ku. Lelah hati ini meyakinkan mu, Cinta ini, membunuh ku.
Just coming out of a group conflict? It took a lot of guts to do what you did, and now you have learned how to approach this problem when it pops up again -- because rest assured, it will. The best way to solve problems is by first seeing them from other people's point of view. This kind of insight will enable you to use your charm to get what you want, which should help you achieve a much better balance between being opinionated and being a team player.
OKAY PEEPS OFF TO WORK! LET'S GET CRANK! WOOHOOO!!!
After 080808, if nothing happens. I will walk away, Will go as far as I can. & assured i will not come back. & I will not forgive anything which had happened. It seems that you don't bother, why should I? It's not my fault. I've been putting my guard down just for everything. what about you? like I've said. It's a mistake. & now I'm really keeping my word.
Sunday, August 03, 2008
11:06 pm
Summarising today & yesterday event:
The match just ends with a score of 2-2. Which means it's a tie! HATE IT! The sun were were sizzling hot. Making all players thirst and dry.
JB session yesterday were great. Thanks to that someone accompanying me there. Not to forget the rest too. I think all 5 of us had fun right? Cheap thrill!! HAHA!! Had a very big seafood dinner. Then top-up petrol and rushed to Tuas to go home. Woodlands jam were horrible. Fetch Dilah then went to Vivo to catch a late night movie. It's a stupid funny show. Headed to Simpang for Supper.
Snap all you want. I think I made a mistake.
Your routine is about to be tossed on its ear by a new person. Suddenly you either desperately want to impress the heck out of them, or shadow them everywhere they go to find out what their secret is. They are so different from you that you find them more fascinating than the latest celebrity gossip, political news or anything else. Finding out what makes them tick will be one of those challenges that inspire you to get creative and clever. This person is good for you -- in one way or another.
Saturday, August 02, 2008
3:17 pm
Okay! GUYS! tomorrow not to forget our soccer match! 2PM SHARP! DON'T BE LATE!!! Off to JB
Today you should put 'good conversation' at the top of your priority list! But in order to make it happen, you have to be ready to take things to a deeper level than you usually do -- with people you don't usually talk to. Small talk is for small minds, right now, and since you certainly are not one of those, why not prove it? Instead of asking about someone's weekend, ask them how they feel about, say, international politics. You might get an odd look, but you'll also get great insight into another person.
1:16 am
HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY TO THIS TWO MONKEYS OF MINE!!! HAHAHAHAHA!!!
MR GHAZALI
MR SYAFIQ
Once again welcome to the 19th club guys. 19 years of age is nothing. Look out for 21 okay? hahaha. Till then, enjoy this 2nd of August. Hope you guys will have fun+laughter+happy+everything yang sewaktu dengannya. Till then take care! :D
Friday, August 01, 2008
11:48 pm
Senja kini berganti malam. Menutup hari yang lelah. Dimanakah engkau berada. Aku tak tahu dimana.
Pernah kita lalui semua. Jerit, tangis, canda, tawa. Kini hanya untaian kata. Hanya itulah yg aku punya.
Tidurlah selamat malam. Lupakan sajalah aku. Mimpilah dalam tidurmu. Bersama bintang.
Sesungguhnya aku tak bisa. Jalani waktu tanpamu. Perpisahan bukanlah duka. Meski harus menyisakan luka.
2:00 pm
Double O yesterday was a bomb. I think you guys know what I mean right. What do you expect? Thursday Night Fever peeps. :D Paid the entry fee then went to chill @ 7-11 for some boost. We bought more than what we needed actually. Being joined by some of other friends and about 1am we headed in. That's where the party start to begin. The songs blast were great and the atmosphere was even better. Dancefloor were packed with party go-ers.
Was enjoying myself till something broke out again. I was fumed. Why a nice day like this turn out bad. Why we have to meet that person. He even can't control himself. Please dude. We went together. You left me on dancefloor alone! Even bought you drinks man! Plus not only that! You fucking show attitude by going home by cab. What the hell was that! People have their own fair share of problem! I know! But need not to spoil the mood of party-ing mang! This is the second time!
Went supper after that. Fetch her to school. Home.
1:57 pm
A former romantic partner might be reappearing on the scene soon, And the feelings they stir up won't be the ones you were expecting to feel. They've taken the initiative to get back into your life, And there could be a very significant reason for it. Aren't you curious to know what that is? Give them some of your time, But not all of your time. Make it clear that you have boundaries that you have no intention of changing for them -- At least not yet.
Thursday, July 31, 2008
8:30 pm
Go to this website, Don't know if it's true. No harm trying : Astrological Compatibility Chart http://www.mysticalblaze.com/AstrologyCompatibility.htm
Zaddy Personality Profile - Aries March 21 - April 20
Aries is a Cardinal Fire sign, ruled by Mars. As the first sign in the zodiac, and corresponding with the first day of spring, the Aries individual is a mover and shaker, fearlessly forging ahead or "springing forth" into new territory. Indeed, some very influential historical characters are found under this sign including Thomas Jefferson (April 13) and Leonardo Da Vinci (April 15). The raw power of the Aries/Taurus cusp personality gone bad is epitomized by none other than Adolph Hitler (April 20).
The Aries personality is always a force to be reckoned with. These are curious and energetic individuals, always delving into new areas, but often quickly becoming bored and moving on, leaving unfinished projects in their wake. Arians are forthcoming and direct. They don't generally have hidden agendas or ulterior motives. If they find an area in which they are interested for a long period, they can become quite accomplished, well-known, and wealthy.
For those with an Aries child, you have a child with confidence and the innate resources to deal with new ideas and situations. This child is likely quite opinionated and is often territorial about possessions. This kid will tell you like it is according to their own inner truths, and will not feel bad about it later. These are the free birds of childhood, and they feel that they have the right to explore new territories unhindered, both physical and mental. Getting a child like this to follow the rules may be a challenge, but if they understand that the rule is for safety or other logical reasons, they are likely to agree and comply. Even when young, all Arians are very competitive and cannot stand it if they do not come out on top. This "me first" attitude will be evident throughout life, and they often get what they want simply because of this unshakable attitude. The Arian child is very active, jumping into action whenever something interests him, but when asked to do uninteresting mundane tasks like cleaning their room they will resort to procrastination and even lies to get out of doing this unappealing job. The Aries child will have problems in school occasionally, but their competitive nature will usually pull them through. They want more than anything to be Number One!
Adult Arians in the workplace do well if they find jobs in which they can work on their own terms. Many Arians are self-employed for this reason, and many others are managers and foremen. An Arian can function well under other people, however, as long as he has some authority over someone else too. The Army structure with its many levels seems well-suited to Arians, and politics are a natural for this sign. Occupations that involve driving and the open road are appealing to Aries, as are outside sales type occupations. Arians are intellectual more than spiritual, so you won't find too many in prominent religious or holistic capacities. Arians will not be happy at the bottom of the heap unless they feel that they are in charge of something or someone. An Arian will do well in a job situation with a big picture, with supporting cast to do the finishing work.
If you have found a romantic partner in an Aries, be prepared to take second seat. Although you will not lead the parade, your partner will go to any length to make sure your needs and desires are well taken care of. This is a double-edged sword that anyone contemplating a relationship with Aries should be aware of. If you are one that is content to be taken care of, this is your perfect match. Your partner will make it his or her mission to keep you happy. However, if you are not content to follow, explosive arguments will erupt and an unwinnable power struggle will ensue, leaving you both drained and unhappy.
The best matches for Aries for sure are Leo and Sagittarius, but Taurus, Gemini, Aquarius, and Pisces may work for some too, depending on the individuals. Aries may find themselves drawn to their polar opposite, Libra, but this is probably not the best match for them.
Aries in any relationship is magnetic and intense, and others are drawn to these qualities. The Aries individual prefers a strong partner and strong friends, but only those who are capable of giving the impression that Aries is in the lead. Aries will be a loyal friend as long as the relationship keeps evolving and they feel that it is of benefit, but if they become bored or the relationship becomes stale, they will assuredly get out. One who is in any relationship with an Aries should know when to push and when to back off and give the Aries some space. Aries likes a challenge but pushing too hard will drive him off. A sure-fire strategy with an Aries in any relationship capacity is to verbalize often that you find them smart and worthwhile, and that they are number one with you! Remember, with Aries, the by-words are "me first!"
4:12 pm
MOS-ing yesterday. Before that, we dropped-by a Cuban Pub. I tell you I'M IN LOVE with all the songs they're playing. The band of five people played entertained my ears by playing Jazzy-Cuban songs. Tell you, when you're high, try listening to Jazz, Cuban classical, Indie, Instrumental. It's a chilling sensation, trust me. There's this Malay guy playing the Sax! He's damn good!
Back to the MOS-ing session. Well it has been awhile since I last stepped to that floor. Get free entry for three people. The other two we each come out with 10 bucks to pay for their entry. Before that we drank a bottle of bourbon mixed with coke. But yesterday I feel like drinking it neat. So I had 6 to 7 glasses clean. Think I was stress and tense out. :D First went to Smoove, the crowd was okay. PS: I hate to go to Smoove when I'm alone, sucks. Prefer Arena where can enjoy to house+trance. To me Hip-hop+R&B just making you feel so horny on dance floor. All you wanna do is just to get low low low......... :P Get bored of Smoove, went over to Arena, my favourite part of the day. DANCE everyone DANCE......................... :D :D :D Met a few old friends, like qilla, HAHA! My secondary school old mate. Some of my friends knows my friends, then know more friends. Small world I tell you. Towards the end of the party, met Nas in the club. HAHA! Missed that bitch mang............. HAHA!
I hoped yesterday outing was an eye-opener. I hoped yesterday you had learned something. I hoped yesterday you realized what I've been advising is a fact now. Treasure the one who loves you now. Treasure the one who cares for you Treasure the one who always there for you. Treasure what you have now. Perk up your energy today with good old-fashioned physical exercise! And before you start worrying about how to fit in a marathon before lunch, relax. Your feats don't have to be huge ones. Just take a walk someplace you ordinarily would have driven to. Take the stairs instead of the elevator. Do some sit ups while you're watching television. The idea is to get your body moving and your blood pumping, Not to push yourself to your very limits. Start small and see how you like it.
Wednesday, July 30, 2008
4:08 pm
You have made your decision and I've made mine. Please just clear off my name & start telling them the truth about happened. Yes you've just realized that you've destroyed me and my name. Just realized? Don't know what's in your mind. Don't even understand what you're trying to do. Stop pretending infront of them plus stop lying. Just do that please. I've respect your decision, and please respect mine. As I know I did nothing, but things just came out of nowhere. Thanks. Till then, take are of yourself.
PS: Don't do this to anyone anymore. Like I've said to you, they'll can't stand it. Lucky I can =D IMY!
Tuesday, July 29, 2008
2:09 pm
Puteri Gunung Ledang is a love story taking place in 15th century Malacca.
The story begins when Princess Gusti sails away from her war torn homeland in search of her love, Admiral Hang Tuah, in Malacca. There, she waits for him at Gunung Ledang. But her brother, Gusti Adipati, has plans to marry her off to Pangeran Demak, in the hopes that Demak would stop his attacks on their homeland of Majapahit. Discovering that his sister had fled to Malacca, Gusti Adipati follows suit, and offers her to the Sultan of Malacca, Sultan Mahmud, in the bid that the Sultan will protect them from the attacks of the Pangeran Demak. The Sultan, who already has a wife, agrees to take on a second. Princess Gusti, upon receiving this news, decides to return to their homeland and marry Demak, for she cannot bear the thought of staying in Malacca without her true love. Her wishes are not granted, and preparations for her wedding to the Sultan are underway. Hang Tuah, upon receiving the news of the impending wedding carries on his loyal duties, for his loyalty lies strongly with the Sultan and the State. He leads a party up the challenging Gunung Ledang to ask Princess Gusti for her hand in marriage, on behalf of the Sultan. Hurt and angry, Princess Gusti agrees to the marriage, on the condition that the Sultan grants her seven wishes. Adipati witnesses the exchange between Hang Tuah and his sister, and attacks Hang Tuah. The Admiral manages to beat him, and becomes confused over his actions. Hang Tuah promises to remain at Gunung Ledang forever because of this. Meanwhile, the Sultan is able to grant the Princess six wishes. In the final wish, the Sultan has to drive a keris into his own son's flesh to get a bowl of blood. Before he is about to drive the keris, Princess Gusti appears and rebukes him. The Sultan, hurt and angry, casts a curse on the Princess to live at Gunung Ledang, never to be seen by another human being again. Hang Tuah, upon learning of the curse, rushes to Gunung Ledang to see his love for the last time. Alas, it was too late. Their love story remains a great legend till this day.
I was watching this movie early in the morning just now, At about 2 am. To me it was the most nicest love story I've ever seen. The language used were awesome, meaningful. The ancient malay language were beautifully used.
A family member who has been under a lot of pressure needs some relief, and you could be the one to give it to them. If they live far away, ask them to come visit you for a while -- a change of scenery might be just the ticket to get them feeling perky again. If they live in your neck of the woods, then make a date with them. Just the two of you. It's time to reacquaint yourself with a person you've known for so long. You don't know them nearly as well as you think you do.
Monday, July 28, 2008
4:28 pm
Getting into an argument is a choice -- and it's one you don't have to make if you don't want to. So if someone pushes your buttons or annoys you or is just plain rude to you, today, you can turn the other cheek if you really want to. If you don't want to, then make sure your words are objective. Do not hit below the belt, whatever you do. Cheap shots demean you far more than they demean the person you're mad at. Don't let them get the better of you.
Saturday, July 26, 2008
4:23 am
Read it from someone's blog :
How do you know how to let go the one you love. Is it when you start thinking how would it be if you never get involved? Is it when everyday you cry your tears? Or maybe when the pain ia a constant fear.
But how can you let go of the memories you've made with the one person you thought would never fade. Everytime your arms are entangled with his, And everytime your lips shared a kiss. From the starry night to the rising sun, You knew for a fact that he was the one. without him, Life would be entirely different and true love was really what it meant. You would never learned to trust or forgive, To love or lose, and to follow the way you live.
But now things have changed for the worst because all he does is yell and curse Is that what you thought love was before? An ongoing battle, a never-ending war.
But you stick around and hope for what used to be. The pain is too much and you open eyes to see that its not worth your tears anymore. So you ask yourself 'what am i waiting for?'
You hurt too much to be in love and you know you had enough.
So let go of the love you once had and move forward towards another path. Eventhough letting go is a difficult thing to do!
When I read this beautiful written post. First of all, you really know the depth of love in you. I only can come out with one thing. Is the party telling you the story true? What about the other one? Life is really complicated. Do you know that you can destroy a person just by words? To come to thing of it, someone can be so self-centered. They're willing to do anything just to save their ass from something. Stories told were changed from the real facts. The real truth. It takes two hands to clap. What if the party always make the other party feel disappointed? Lies, ego, angst, temperamental, giving beautiful words to that person but which is untrue? Making the other party friends trust in the party & the party can only say I'm not worth for you? You don't deserve me & i don't even deserve you? You treat me well but i didn't realized it? The word I love you means nothing when you say it everytime when you don't really mean it. Realizing that you did something wrong on that day, but then things repeat itself the next day. What do the other party feels? Think & visualized.
It's true no one in this world wants to be hurt or get hurt. Everyone wants to have a life in cloud nine. Welcome to reality, this is life. This is how it's gonna be.
Life is like a road. You'll reach to one destination no matter what, which is death But the route you took or gonna take is the is how your life gonna be. You have to choose your route. If you choose the wrong way, you're just taking a bumpy ride through it. But if choose the right one, you're just enjoying your journey, strolling with breeze blowing your hair. In life we have to choose & make decisions. There are always the reasons for the decisions you choose.
3:16 am
It's 3am haiz...............
Thanks for the days people. You guys brighten up my day. Rin you taught me alot & tell me alot of stuffs i didn't know. We all make mistakes. yes i do know that. Being blinded by unknown.........
It's amazing how things could change in a blink of an eye. I understand why. No, I don' t understand why. As you grow older, you look back to the past and then you'll realized, everything will become memories. You will often believe that things, always happen for a reason. You make as many memories as you want. Do the crazy things that you could do, swore to be the best of lovers and friends. You could only wish and hope that you could still be the best of friends till you grow old but the memories will always stay. They will always etched in your mind even if its bittersweet, like a tattoo. Even how much you want them to go away. I know this is life, that people come and go. But when we chanced upon the people whom we don't talk to anymore, you will always remember, there was a point of time, they were part of your life and maybe there was once, they meant the world to you. You'll remember the things you did for them or with them. You sacrificed just for that particular someone. Somehow in someway, you've got to move on and your whole life will just pass by. Just so you know, where ever or who ever you are right now, we may not be like before, but I'll always remember that you were once there for me. Thank you for everything.
Many stories spread and stick because we desperately want them to be true. I cant sop thinking. I don' t want to say it but i cant stop remembering. I' m Sorry. I still feel it when I know the past must go. Funny how a thing that brings so much joy can give so much pain, how something so wrong seem so right. Damn, i'd love to forget you.
Mixing finances with friendships is seldom a good idea, and that goes double for today! One of your most beloved people needs some money, but unfortunately they don't always know how to handle it responsibly. If you loan them some out of kindness, you'll probably be tense about when and how they will pay you back -- which will only create tension. Unless you are able to give it to them as a gift outright, don't give them anything. It's just not worth it.
Ku teringat, hati, Yang bertabur, mimpi, Kemana kau pergi, cinta Perjalanan sunyi, Yang kau tempuh sendiri, Kuatkanlah hati, cinta
Ingatkan engkau kepada, Embun pagi bersahaja, Yang menemani mu, Sebelum cahaya Ingatkan engkau kepada, Angin yang berhembus mesra, Yang 'kan membelai mu, cinta
Kekuatan, hati, Yang berpegang, janji, Genggamlah tangan ku, cinta Ku tak akan pergi, Meninggalkan mu sendiri, Temani hati mu cinta
Kan membelai mu, cinta
Thursday, July 24, 2008
6:43 pm
It is a very good time for you to leap into the center of the action and grab your piece of the pie, today. Nothing and no one can stop you, once you set your sights on something. Remember that when you feel some competitors breathing down your neck. Step up to the big personalities who usually intimidate you -- they are no match for you today. Your ego has never been healthier, and you are ready for anything. There is literally no stopping you!
6:25 pm
080808???
It's just a dream.
Words, words brought our first encounter, The look into her glowing eyes, The caress of our bodies together, The kiss of her sweet lips to mine, The first I love you, The memories that will last to infinity, Misspoken words took her away in a heated moment, And the only feelings left are from the memories of our love, And always remembering the words, the words not spoken. These moments in time are yours, These two moments are your to keep. Treasure them, For we must each go along our own paths, You to your destiny, I to mine.
The dreams I dream of you, As I lay awake at night. Tears flowing down your face, Rivers flowing down mine, As we think of our parting, And reminisce our love.
But always remember, That I am here, I am here, I am here in your very beginning. Our love cannot be forgotten For I am here, I am here, Hiding from you.
Wednesday, July 23, 2008
11:32 pm
The culture that you've been a part of hasn't been feeling like the right fit lately -- is it time to see how the other half lives? Call up someone you know whose lifestyle is one you'd like to experience for a while. See if they'd be willing to let you be their apprentice for a few days or weeks -- just long enough for you to see if this is a direction you'd like to move your life in. The only thing stopping you from making a change in your life is you.
5:26 pm
ku akui ku sangat sangat menginginkanmu. tapi kini ku sadar ku diantara kalian. aku tak mengerti. ini semua harus terjadi.
ku akui ku sangat sangat mengharapkanmu. tapi kini ku sadar ku tak akan bisa. aku tak mengerti. ini semua harus terjadi.
lupakan aku kembali padanya. aku bukan siapa-siapa untukmu. kucintaimu tak berarti bahwa. ku harus memilikimu slamanya.
aaaa aaa...
ku akui ku sangat sangat menginginkanmu. tapi kini ku sadar ku diantara kalian.